Board 8 > So I let friendships spread thin and I'm approaching depression land...

(+) Yeah! (+)

I'm still trying to get out of this dumb cycle. I feel significantly better than before but it is still a battle to get rid of the paranoia that reality is really just me being a fly people cant get rid of wishing they could swat me away but just never bothered.

Also being a rather vivid dreamer sucks when your brain gets better at manipulating emotionally. I miss the nightmares when I was younger of things threatening me physical harm. Those weren't as lasting when you woke up and realized everything was fine.