Current Events > Got blacked out drunk. Woke up realizing that I wrote a bunch of nasty comments

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using an alt account I use to stalk a girl I'm crushing on. I got too drunk and wrote a bunch of nasty comments like "I bet you're just as fake as your tits!" "hope you die!"
The sad truth is, I know deep down in my unconscious mind, I was projecting what I had regressed as a means of dealing with rejection. Some how getting plastered drunk made me turn into that kid who got rejected in high school. I don't think I had the emotional capacity to handle the rejection so I ended up regressing through means of self defense and just blocked off that memory into a deeper realm of my unconscious mind. Now I feel like crap for ever going back to that helpless POS incel that I used to be.
Alcohol is the worst. Makes me literally turn into a 14 year old again.

Damn. That's rough. You should talk to someone. This isn't bad enough to throw off a therapist, don't worry.

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They call it liquid courage for a reason, it opens you up, makes you say a lot of things you otherwise wouldn't, and a lot of your common sense goes out the window when you take it too far.

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We all have demons. Recognizing them is the first step, now you have to figure out how to deal with it; that differs from person to person.

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Maybe stop drinking?

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So you had an account to stalk a girl before you got to getting blackout drunk? >_>

Why bother doing that when you can just get blackout drunk <_______<

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And yeah, this behavior is already creepy even without the drunk incel rant

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FrankJaegr posted...

So you had an account to stalk a girl before you got to getting blackout drunk? >_>

Why bother doing that when you can just get blackout drunk <_______<

Yup, I have a fake account for stalking purposes =_=;
I am quite fortunate that I was blacked out using a fake. My identity was not compromised uhu*~

Step 1: Drop the alcohol, because holy shit.

Step 2: Delete the stalker account. That shit is creepy regardless.

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Get help with your alcohol problem. Apologize to her and then delete your stalker account and stop stalking people. It's terrible that you care more about your identity being compromised after saying shitty things, does not matter if you were drunk, rather than how traumatizing that shit is to her.