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teep_
04/25/21 3:37:09 PM
#306:


Flawless_Lee posted...
teep_ posted...
You look great

What's the tat?

The one on my arm? It's a skull/ice cream cone. It was one of the designs put out by Vengeance University (which is Zacky V from Avenged Sevenfold's clothing line) and I recolored it and got it when they had to cancel their tour I was going to in Toronto. He's really been so kind to me over the years and I thought it was finally time to get something to represent that. He's one of my favorite people and one of the 3 most important men in my life: My dad, my boyfriend, and Zacky

That's a great story and it's nice you got that tattoo to commemorate it imo
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AzNDarkSamurai
04/25/21 3:39:58 PM
#307:


holy crap now those are names I havent heard in a minute

Welcome back TC

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Flawless_Lee
04/25/21 3:50:58 PM
#308:


Sunhawk posted...
Why are the haters attacking me so much in this topic?

It's surprising to me, back in the day, you totally would have got away with asking questions like that and people would have egged you on. I guess CE has changed a bit.

AzNDarkSamurai posted...
holy crap now those are names I havent heard in a minute

Welcome back TC

Ya this whole topic is a blast from the past for me. Thanks, I wasn't sure I'd ever come back but here I am. All because some creeper was trying to find nudes on me on the internet.

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Daffadilio
04/26/21 10:34:08 AM
#309:


Hey girl hey, we still out here

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TRC
04/26/21 10:50:36 AM
#310:


I recall the creator of this here topic from various incarnations of cechat and drama on CE proper.

huzzah
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Daffadilio
04/26/21 12:49:27 PM
#311:


Also, migraine question- do you get allergies and if so, have those been looked into as a source? Ive always gotten migraines with auras that included both the vision disturbances/numbness and head pain, and it turns out my allergies were a major trigger. Just getting put on daily Allegra and nasal spray changed my quality of life. Youve probably looked into it already, but wanted to ask

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luigi13579
04/26/21 1:10:25 PM
#312:


Flawless_Lee posted...
Favorite place, well we live in the South of Scotland in a tiny mining town so I don't get to go too far exploring everything big is like 2 hours + away, but I like whever we make little trips, mostly go to Ayr, and then sometimes Glasgow and Edinburgh, have had fun at Strathclyde amusement park except that one ride that breaks your neck at the end. There's also a place near where we are that has a little creek and hills and that was always from to play on or go for a picnic there. Since my dad is from there he doesn't like to do too many touristy things/we did those when I was way younger.
Cool, I went to Strathclyde Park / M&Ds a couple of times when I was younger. It's a small world.
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skermac
04/26/21 1:17:26 PM
#313:


Very beautiful

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Flawless_Lee
04/26/21 2:39:31 PM
#314:


Daffadilio posted...
Hey girl hey, we still out here

Hey! Glad to see there are still a bunch of people around!

TRC posted...
I recall the creator of this here topic from various incarnations of cechat and drama on CE proper.

huzzah

Woo! Ya the drama was crazy, that's why I'm surprised this topic has been so tame.

Daffadilio posted...
Also, migraine question- do you get allergies and if so, have those been looked into as a source? Ive always gotten migraines with auras that included both the vision disturbances/numbness and head pain, and it turns out my allergies were a major trigger. Just getting put on daily Allegra and nasal spray changed my quality of life. Youve probably looked into it already, but wanted to ask

I do have like major Ragweed allergy, but this happens even when it's not ragweed season, and I'm indoors majority of the time. I did have some allergic reactions to other stuff since (hives and then a couple of throat tightening ones) and taken allergy medication until it died down and it didn't seem to help with my migraine. Nose hasn't really been stuffed either since I switched my pain meds and it's still here. It's really a weird one.

luigi13579 posted...
Cool, I went to Strathclyde Park / M&Ds a couple of times when I was younger. It's a small world.

Ya I've been a could of time, have a funny picture with my dad and me on the rollercoaster and our hair blown all the way back with a nice facelift haha.

skermac posted...
Very beautiful

Merci, you rock!

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Sunhawk
04/26/21 3:17:01 PM
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What's the problem with your mother? Don't worry, lots of people have lots of problems with THEIR parents.

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Flawless_Lee
04/26/21 6:12:49 PM
#316:


Sunhawk posted...
What's the problem with your mother? Don't worry, lots of people have lots of problems with THEIR parents.

Oh this will be long...
My mom is a major narcissist and I found out when I was about 19 she is an alcoholic. Like down a bottle of wine or two in an hour when no one else is drinking, steals my alcohol when she's out, drank my dad's memento of his dad because she's out and wants something, drink half a bottle of hard liquor when people leave her alone for like 2-3 hours, fall on the floor, smash her face, drunk driving, passed out naked in the bathroom on the toilet, refuses to get help, alcoholic.
She's told me getting abused was my fault because, "I provoked him and pushed his buttons" and "I went back for more".

She has ruined countless events, holidays, trips, and birthday not only with her drinking but her selfishness and mood swings. She is a nasty, negative person and will always find a way to get upset about something. There is not a day where she goes without making a scene about something.

I have asked her to go to counseling with me to talk about our issues and she refuses. First excuse was she wasn't ready and second excuse is she wants to do counseling with her, myself, and my dad but first she wants to do counseling with my dad so he will "be on the same page as her" (read: she wants to be able to gang up on me so she is never in the wrong). My dad refuses to go with her because he knows that's why she is doing it and he flat out does not agree with her on a lot of things and he's not going to just say he does to placate her and he doesn't think it's fair or want to do that to me.

I'm a lot happier just giving up on her and being no contact. That woman will never get help, she's too narcissistic and prideful to even think that she may be wrong or needs help. I'm not going to put work into a relationship where the other party won't put in the same work. She just wants to rug sweep and "start fresh", which I'm not okay with, too much has gone on for me not to address it. She goes around shit talking me to her family saying I'm being mean to her for no reason and has no idea what she's done to me, actually I have talked to her many times and she walks away, ignores, or tries to turn it on me. I don't even bother defending myself because I'm not going to out her to her family, because that will make me look bad too. So I'm just done with it for my own sanity, including being invited to my wedding or being around any grandchildren and I've told her this, makes no difference.

My dad is really awesome though!


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Flawless_Lee
04/26/21 10:16:48 PM
#317:


I'm at a lose of what to offer to get this to 500. I've lost my edge dammit!

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ssj3vegeta
04/26/21 10:19:26 PM
#318:


Flawless_Lee posted...
I'm at a lose of what to offer to get this to 500. I've lost my edge dammit!

offer sign pics, dose always got posts back in da day
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Lvaneede
04/26/21 10:21:45 PM
#319:


Wow, this was back when I was regularly posting here. I remember Flawless Lee and Goldendude

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DrizztLink
04/26/21 10:24:17 PM
#320:


Flawless_Lee posted...
Yup, unfortunately. Got a CT and MRI, nothing major that would explain it. Now it's just trial and error with pill and injections. Right now I'm trying Emgality, and my doctor for some reason checked off to give me the syringe instead of the auto-injector. Not sure if she thought I was a nurse, but it's been cool learning how to do an injection.
Have you considered Botox?

From what I understand it's actually a legitimate migraine therapy outside of its cosmetic applications.

Might be remembering wrong.

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CE_gonna_CE
04/26/21 10:25:06 PM
#321:


DrizztLink posted...
Have you considered Botox?

From what I understand it's actually a legitimate migraine therapy outside of its cosmetic applications.

Might be remembering wrong.
This is 100% correct.

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Callimbmachus
04/26/21 10:26:09 PM
#322:


Oh neat. I know it's meaningless, and i don't even remember what account I was on, but I used to join in with everyone being a dick to you for no reason. Even did the whole 'foodlessly' thing, gosh. Sorry about that, there really was just no reason for it
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kbelfisBACK
04/26/21 10:27:34 PM
#323:


holy fucking shit what a time to be alive on ce

I'd love to have you in my discord lol
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Flawless_Lee
04/26/21 10:45:27 PM
#324:


ssj3vegeta posted...
offer sign pics, dose always got posts back in da day

So true, I actually found a video I made private on my YouTube where I gave you a shoutout in 2009 and I promised to redo your sign pic but did I?

Lvaneede posted...
Wow, this was back when I was regularly posting here. I remember Flawless Lee and Goldendude

Ya so long ago I start posting here, 14 years ago, I forgot there was like a CE chat and stuff, I'm sure I'm forgetting so much!

DrizztLink posted...
Have you considered Botox?

From what I understand it's actually a legitimate migraine therapy outside of its cosmetic applications.

Might be remembering wrong.

I did it once, but then COVID happened so I couldn't continue at that time. Plus I had a 3 hour vomiting session where I had to go to the hospital to make it stop and it was either the Botox or the new medication they were trying for my migraine, Propanolol (which is also a high blood pressure medication), that caused it but I'm going with the Propanolol just because the Botox administered 5 days before and the meds I start only 2 days before. Might try it again if this Emgality doesn't work or I can't get it funded.

Callimbmachus posted...
Oh neat. I know it's meaningless, and i don't even remember what account I was on, but I used to join in with everyone being a dick to you for no reason. Even did the whole 'foodlessly' thing, gosh. Sorry about that, there really was just no reason for it

That's very nice of you, thank you! I mean don't feel too bad, we were all young and it was the internet and the thing to do, it didn't affect me in real life.

kbelfisBACK posted...
holy fucking shit what a time to be alive on ce

I'd love to have you in my discord lol

Like your personal discord or is this like a group discord? If so what's it about?

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Heineken14
04/26/21 10:48:25 PM
#325:


sktgamer_13dude posted...


Nah, CE was pretty hateful towards her.


*Monocle pops off*

That doesn't sound right!
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Callimbmachus
04/26/21 10:57:01 PM
#327:


Flawless_Lee posted...
That's very nice of you, thank you! I mean don't feel too bad, we were all young and it was the internet and the thing to do, it didn't affect me in real life.
I had a feeling you handled it fine, but the venom directed at you was unjustifiable and still didn't need to happen. Same with a lot of the women who posted here over the years, but i explicitly remember joining in wrt you

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oh yeah, it's Hairistotle btw in case u didn't catch it. I used to be an utter cock in so many ways and looking back I cringe and loathe my past behavior
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R1masher
04/26/21 10:58:56 PM
#328:


Dibs

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DrizztLink
04/26/21 10:59:33 PM
#329:


Flawless_Lee posted...
Like your personal discord or is this like a group discord? If so what's it about?
Boobs and tacos.

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IllegalAlien
04/26/21 11:03:21 PM
#330:


what an old name

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Flawless_Lee
04/26/21 11:06:17 PM
#331:


Callimbmachus posted...
I had a feeling you handled it fine, but the venom directed at you was unjustifiable and still didn't need to happen. Same with a lot of the women who posted here over the years, but i explicitly remember joining in wrt you

Well thank you all the same, good to know some people have grown around here! Gimmicks can make some people not like you, especially when I was trying to rile this place up sometimes.

DrizztLink posted...
Boobs and tacos.

I mean if you you're inviting me to a discord to show my boobs and taco I'm going to decline that...I'm sure I could get paid to do that.

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Beveren_Rabbit
04/26/21 11:08:04 PM
#332:


it's famous Canadian model Cailey Shain!!!!

how's your modeling career?!
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ssj3vegeta
04/26/21 11:17:02 PM
#334:


Flawless_Lee posted...
So true, I actually found a video I made private on my YouTube where I gave you a shoutout in 2009 and I promised to redo your sign pic but did I?

i don't remember

post da video!!!
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Flawless_Lee
04/26/21 11:24:08 PM
#335:


Beveren_Rabbit posted...
it's famous Canadian model Cailey Shain!!!!

how's your modeling career?!

When I stopped posting here was around when I had chronic ankle/heel pain so that took a backseat and I had 3 surgeries over the years which didn't work. Maybe I do modeling for fun again one day.

ssj3vegeta posted...
i don't remember

post da video!!!

At 500 I'll post it? It's so awkward, like really bad, I have CE written on my boobs, I say I love golden_dude since I was still dating him. I cringed hard at 17 year old me.

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Flawless_Lee
04/26/21 11:24:50 PM
#336:


Beveren_Rabbit posted...
it's famous Canadian model Cailey Shain!!!!

how's your modeling career?!

Oh and I guess I should ask do I know you or do you just remember my online name?

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Beveren_Rabbit
04/26/21 11:25:50 PM
#337:


I just remember your online name :D
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kbelfisBACK
04/26/21 11:33:13 PM
#338:


it is a personal but it's also for degen stuff and food pics

But I mostly post in general unless I'm feelin myself and I wanna post tits but no one else is under any obligation to post any pics

all girls are also mods too lmao
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JScriv
04/27/21 12:11:37 AM
#339:


Are you fluent in French? A lot of people can speak it in the Ottawa area.

How are you dealing with these lockdowns in Ontario?

Good luck with your house hunt. At least there is still some affordable stuff in the Ottawa area last I checked. The market is absolutely bonkers here in the GTA.

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Flawless_Lee
04/27/21 12:45:31 AM
#340:


Beveren_Rabbit posted...
I just remember your online name :D

Well that's impressive, I think.

kbelfisBACK posted...
it is a personal but it's also for degen stuff and food pics

But I mostly post in general unless I'm feelin myself and I wanna post tits but no one else is under any obligation to post any pics

all girls are also mods too lmao

I mean you do you, but I think I'm good thanks!

JScriv posted...
Are you fluent in French? A lot of people can speak it in the Ottawa area.

How are you dealing with these lockdowns in Ontario?

Good luck with your house hunt. At least there is still some affordable stuff in the Ottawa area last I checked. The market is absolutely bonkers here in the GTA.

I graduated French Immersion program in high school. I have worked jobs where I require French and am the only French speaker and manage fine, but I'll say my French can use some work since I don't get to speak it often. My grammar is not the best...

I'm completely cool with the lockdowns here. I'd rather have people safe. I wish others would take it more seriously and wouldn't be so anti-lockdown. Obviously none of us would prefer to live like this but if it's for community safety I'm fine doing this until it clears up. Vaccines won't fix everything right away and I hope people get that and still wear mask even if they get one until it is down to an acceptable level. We had the people two doors over partying with people who don't live there Friday night, so annoying.

Housing market is crazy here too. I want to make sure to put 20% down but all that in my range now is Condos. Even with 2 people and that 20% I'm not sure they would even approve a mortgage for us so we might have to figure out a plan B with one of our parents co-signing and us paying the mortgage which we shouldn't have a problem with. We're going to speak to someone soon to get an idea of what is possible but not going to look until the last third of the year.

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Flawless_Lee
04/27/21 2:10:02 PM
#342:


undefined posted...
i don't remember

post da video!!!

Just reposting my answer since I deleted it because I just wanted the "doxxing" info of myself gone. The video is so awkward, like really awkward, I have CE written on my boobs, and I say I love golden_dude since he was be boyfriend at the time. The cringe is really strong with 17 year old me. Also dunno wtf I was trying to do with my hair but it wasn't working. The more I think about it the more I'm like ya I shouldn't post it.

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SpaceBear_
04/27/21 2:10:27 PM
#343:


Girl, if you post that video it's definitely gonna start a whole thing.

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Simp
04/27/21 5:56:18 PM
#344:


Flawless_Lee posted...
The video is so awkward, like really awkward, I have CE written on my boobs, and I say I love golden_dude since he was be boyfriend at the time. The cringe is really strong with 17 year old me. Also dunno wtf I was trying to do with my hair but it wasn't working.
weird, I have like an identical video
strange times man, strange times

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Flawless_Lee
04/27/21 7:05:14 PM
#345:


SpaceBear_ posted...
Girl, if you post that video it's definitely gonna start a whole thing.

Oh ya, I don't want to subject myself to that kind of harassment.

Simp posted...
weird, I have like an identical video
strange times man, strange times

Like you're talking about CE, or shoutouts, or you wrote CE on your chest too? Or you're having a laugh?

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JScriv
04/27/21 11:05:17 PM
#346:


Flawless_Lee posted...
I graduated French Immersion program in high school. I have worked jobs where I require French and am the only French speaker and manage fine, but I'll say my French can use some work since I don't get to speak it often. My grammar is not the best...

Tu peux essayer lapplication Duolingo, cest gnial. Jen utilise depuis deux ans pour apprendre le franais. Je crois que japprends beaucoup, mais le franais est une langue difficile. Mais il y a tellement de possibilits pour les personnes qui connaissent le deux langues...

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Legato-and-Vash
04/27/21 11:10:34 PM
#347:


I just returned to CE a couple months ago after a several year absence. I remember your name. Not sure I ever talked to you before.

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ssj3vegeta
04/27/21 11:21:00 PM
#348:


Flawless_Lee posted...


Just reposting my answer since I deleted it because I just wanted the "doxxing" info of myself gone. The video is so awkward, like really awkward, I have CE written on my boobs, and I say I love golden_dude since he was be boyfriend at the time. The cringe is really strong with 17 year old me. Also dunno wtf I was trying to do with my hair but it wasn't working. The more I think about it the more I'm like ya I shouldn't post it.

someone tried to dox you on here just now or what happened?

lol don't post it if you don't wanna
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Flawless_Lee
04/27/21 11:23:34 PM
#349:


JScriv posted...
Tu peux essayer lapplication Duolingo, cest gnial. Jen utilise depuis deux ans pour apprendre le franais. Je crois que japprends beaucoup, mais le franais est une langue difficile. Mais il y a tellement de possibilits pour les personnes qui connaissent le deux langues...

I feel like to get to the point where I'd actually be learning anything would be quite far in and I'd get bored with having to go through the basic modules to get to what I need. I have taken French since 2nd grade and started doing most of my schooling in French in the 7th grade.

Plus Duolingo does nothing when you get on the phone with a qubequois French person or some rural fraco-Ontarians haha and that's where I have to the most trouble, the slang kills me slowly. I swear one day it was so bad I had to ask 5 times if they were saying il or oreille from their accent and finally I just had to describe the body part to get an answer. And since it's health care all my French schooling can't prepare me for the more complex (or even simple) French medical terminology, that's just kind of learn as you go.

I need to practice with another French speaker and watch stuff in French. But I have a migraine so...if thinking in English is hard right now, French is not the best idea.

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Flawless_Lee
04/27/21 11:26:32 PM
#350:


Legato-and-Vash posted...
I just returned to CE a couple months ago after a several year absence. I remember your name. Not sure I ever talked to you before.

Can't say I remember your username because it's pretty cool.

ssj3vegeta posted...
someone tried to dox you on here just now or what happened?

lol don't post it if you don't wanna

Oh they posted my full online name (not my real last name), then deleted it. I can't report anything so I just was going to ride it out if it was posted anyway but they deleted it so I deleted my comments that quoted it.

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Flawless_Lee
04/28/21 4:01:36 PM
#351:


Ugh my sub is just annoying me right now, karma farmer and anit-vaxxers/makers/lockdown(ers?), don't know why I bother to try to talk to them.

CE you know how to have a good time. Speak silliness to me, let's have ridiculous conversations. Really ask me anything.

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Callimbmachus
04/28/21 4:02:14 PM
#352:


you ever think about like how many geese you can take in a fight

i think about that a lot
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OffTempo
04/28/21 4:46:20 PM
#353:


Ideal place to live but in extreme detail

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Flawless_Lee
04/28/21 4:47:27 PM
#354:


Callimbmachus posted...
you ever think about like how many geese you can take in a fight

i think about that a lot

The bastards are vicious little fuckers. I once heard it described that Canadians are so polite because we put all of our anger into Canadian Geese. I mean I think I could take like 1 and I would probably just run. If I HAD to fight it I think I could walk away the winner but I would be quite battered and bruised.

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Strider102
04/28/21 4:49:52 PM
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How does this video make you feel?

https://youtu.be/LAj-QrxINPg

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Flawless_Lee
04/28/21 5:18:31 PM
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OffTempo posted...
Ideal place to live but in extreme detail

For right here and now, my partner and I want to stay in Ottawa. In the future we may want to move overseas: UK, Japan, Korea, or maybe somewhere in Europe. But we are stick here so that both our parents will be able to be around their first and maybe only grandchild when we have one.

I would ideally want to live somewhere with way less snow than here. I hate snow, if it's a little bit here and there that's fine but I'm so done with it.

Would hope the place has good people. Nobody harassing or judging me for jobs based on blue hair, piercings or tattoos. No one harassing my boyfriend for being Asian. No one harassing us for being an "interracial couple".

Somewhere with Universal Health Care as I have chronic pain and migraine as well as anxiety and insomnia (thanks golden_dude).

Don't want to live anywhere rural, we both like medium-large cities.

Somewhere with good public transit. My disabled ass needs to get around either by that if it's really good or by car.

Access to good public schools. Catholic school is just torture.

House in the suburbs, good neighborhood. Nothing too big, just what we need. Room for us, room for a child, an office space, and space for sewing. At least 2 bathroom (bathroom wars no more!). I'd love a walk in closet and two sinks in the en suite. Not a fan of modern or rustic style. Hard to describe my taste but styling choices will be up to me and home projects he will do. No baseboard or radiator heating, we want actual heating. Definitely A/C. 2 story, none of this basement bedroom crap but a finished basement would be awesome. Driveway for the car, no street parking or numbered spot. Decent sized yard in front and out back.

I'm sure I'm forgetting stuff but there are some details.

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