Current Events > Imagine living an alternate reality and having disorganized thinking.

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When regular sane people are always just trying to get the mental edge on you whether they know your sick or not.

I'm intelligent enough to know whats going on.

but I can't stop my emotions from thinking what my alternate and disorganized thinking is telling me and mostly I get lazy and just do with what the information I feel and made me feel from a wrong place and wrong thinking.

it's like getting heart surgery with no anesthtic basically
like you know the procedure but you can't stop how hurt you are and feel the way you are feeling and your mind and thoughts and emotions are all stuck on the pain regardless and not being able to get ansthetic because your mind doesn't allow you to take it in the normal thinking way.

if anyone understand what I"m saying.

and this is just the tip of the iceberg. in my mentality.

I'm just letting you know my thoughts.

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