Current Events > I haven't been motivate to work lately

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I know this sounds weird but I havent been motivated to work lately, I dont know why I been four months without getting sick at all I should be happy.

I guess what makes it feel like a hollow victory is all those years failing exams, I just find it hard not to think about it. Everyone I know has got degree, great jobs, lifes, etc, while I still need to get those A Levels for University.

It gets annoying when I am working and I start remembering what my health did.

I know finding out it would take 6 years to get my required A doesnt help.

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My problem is I am reminded of the many years of my life that was wasted due to my bad health, even though I am fine now I can't gain back those years.

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