Current Events > ugh i just weighed myself and i didn't gain any weight over christmas

(+) Yeah! (+)

i've been eating at least 4 times a day, and snacking on cakes, biscuits, cheeses AND drinking lots of fizzy drink, beer, wine and spirits solidly for the past 5 days

i hate my body
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Since I've been home for Christmas people keep saying I've lost weight, not ate as much this year as I've been doing most of the cooking and not really snacking. I thought the beer, cider and wine would have made me put on a bit.

Probably for the best, I'm p large.

Used to be an average weight but then had a diet of beef or fried chicken every night with potatoes, red wine or cheap bourbon and a family sized cheesecake. Went from 182 pounds to 255 in about a year. Not good but it seems to work. I was really insecure and wanted to put on weight to cover up my protruding sternum + had mad depression.

Don't hate your body though man, I get that but the body isn't all you are.

Muscle milk and lifting helped me gain weight. Having a shake supplement what I was already eating helped. I just couldn't eat more but I could drink something. Getting swole helped too.

My licence still says 155 lol. I'm way past that
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ghostmess posted...

Don't hate your body though man, I get that but the body isn't all you are.

i know, i know

but i just hate how skinny i am. and im so damn lanky

MegaTech posted...

Muscle milk and lifting helped me gain weight. Having a shake supplement what I was already eating helped. I just couldn't eat more but I could drink something. Getting swole helped too

ill try muscle milk, although im lactose intolerant so i hope its not too dairylicious
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