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ReggieBush09 07/13/18 4:45:18 PM #1: |
Could Schizphrenia really be the culprit of my life not acceling at all
I've always been in some sort of distress or mental pain since the very second I was born. Who the fuck cursed me? I was suffocating in the womb I was sick until I was 12 with various iliness I was socially delayed austism Got asthma young Got schizophrenia at 12 become short at 14 really was given a fair shake Now my grandmother is gone lifes too rough I can't even watch a tv show with my mother without having a mental breakdown a fucking tv show at my home with my mother and I'm breaking down mentally Jesus fucking christ Gimmie a fucking break here.......... I can't do anything in life without having a mental breakdown Getting groceries mental breakdown eating out in restaurants mental breakdown Fucking getting my mail fears of a car pulling up and shooting at me when does it end? I have fears I have mental breakdowns constantly and I assume all that sickness and socially fucked ness when I was younger really set the table for a pretty shitty life. when I need someone to talk too Girls block me even though I'm being nice. Guys don't want anything to do with me I'm crapping their style. I have no friends No uncles no aunts one brother on mother no one else give s a shit about me Hell my father never even knows what I look like and i don't either. I wanna get off this fucking train and at least have some success or something but it all seems for naught --- I'll be your huckleberry ... Copied to Clipboard!
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CommonJoe 07/13/18 5:07:42 PM #2: |
You expect too much from the world. You would also benefit from some introspection, because you arent really aware that none of that is your fault, and even more importantly when you dont let yourself love yourself then no one is going to want anything to do with you.
And if youre still weird, so what. Embrace who you are. Work out, and keep learning. If the world gives you nothing then you need nothing from the world. --- we are forced to subsidize views we may not agree with. Bond_543 In response to NPR tweeting the Declaration of Independence ... Copied to Clipboard!
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ArtVandelay 07/13/18 5:16:59 PM #3: |
Are you on meds Reggie?
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ReggieBush09 07/13/18 5:17:15 PM #4: |
CommonJoe posted...
You expect too much from the world. You would also benefit from some introspection, because you arent really aware that none of that is your fault, and even more importantly when you dont let yourself love yourself then no one is going to want anything to do with you. the mental breakdowns really don't help me when I try to do stuff I can't help from getting psychotic like last night I was watching a tv show with my mom and I literally lost it because she was touching her fingers I mean wtf? when I got perspective about it I'm like wtf but at the time I was just destroyed. how do you expect me to go out in the world and work out meet people have friends love myself when I can't even enjoy a simple tv show at home with my mom..... Schizophrenia stops any progress of being a normal person I've come to realize that I can try to go to a gym but how long before I notice something or feel something that makes me mentally distrubed because of my illiness it's not just accell at life you have to deal with people and when I'm constantly having mental breakdowns I'm so traumatized by them now at 37 but I realize when I didn't do what I needed to do when I was younger wasn't my fault I came down hard on myself but it was outta my control I was going through a mental breakdown I'm even having a mental breakdown as we speak Getting perspective is hard I'm not sure I can even love myself when I hate myself for having a fucked up brain with mental illiness. constant Breakdowns constant re thinking your worth because you can't even sit down with your mom and enjoy a simple tv show because your mind doesn't allow it. --- I'll be your huckleberry ... Copied to Clipboard!
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deupd_u 07/13/18 5:17:43 PM #5: |
Why
do people post like this ? --- Snipers don't shoot at paper, they shoot watermelons. https://imgur.com/jo511lG ... Copied to Clipboard!
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ReggieBush09 07/13/18 5:22:25 PM #7: |
16-BITTER posted...
ReggieBush09 posted...become short at 14 really was given a fair shake I wasn't given my teenage growth spurt I stopped growing at 12. --- I'll be your huckleberry ... Copied to Clipboard!
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MC_BatCommander 07/13/18 5:24:38 PM #8: |
I'm guessing because they don't spend all day posting a bunch of nonsense on gamefaqs.gamespot.com
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ReggieBush09 07/13/18 5:26:45 PM #9: |
MC_BatCommander posted...
I'm guessing because they don't spend all day posting a bunch of nonsense on gamefaqs.gamespot.com It's my life it's now or never I ain't gonna live forever. --- I'll be your huckleberry ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DragonGirlYuki 07/13/18 5:28:32 PM #10: |
You live in Chicago?
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HeyPuff 07/13/18 6:55:22 PM #11: |
Youre not crapping my style reg
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ReggieBush09 07/13/18 6:56:05 PM #12: |
HeyPuff posted...
Youre not crapping my style reg --- I'll be your huckleberry ... Copied to Clipboard!
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ReggieBush09 07/13/18 6:56:25 PM #13: |
DragonGirlYuki posted...
You live in Chicago? I live in california --- I'll be your huckleberry ... Copied to Clipboard!
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ReggieBush09 07/13/18 6:57:28 PM #15: |
Conflict posted...
It's almost like being short is the absolute least of your problems yeah my mental state is mostly my problem nah mean? --- I'll be your huckleberry ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Dark_SilverX 07/13/18 6:58:12 PM #16: |
I am not reading your garbage.
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NonDairyMiltank 07/13/18 6:58:25 PM #17: |
ReggieBush09 posted...
Could Schizphrenia really be the culprit of my life not acceling at all if you have it, yes --- Moo. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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ReggieBush09 07/13/18 7:06:06 PM #19: |
NonDairyMiltank posted...
ReggieBush09 posted...Could Schizphrenia really be the culprit of my life not acceling at all Had it since I was 12 diagnosed at 17 five years without medication guess what people in school thought of me during those years? --- I'll be your huckleberry ... Copied to Clipboard!
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ultimate reaver 07/13/18 7:07:48 PM #20: |
yes
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HeyPuff 07/13/18 8:51:05 PM #21: |
ReggieBush09 posted...
DragonGirlYuki posted...You live in Chicago? Ayyyyye --- rip ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Delirious_Beard 07/13/18 8:53:08 PM #22: |
reg im here for u
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