Current Events > I haven't smoked weed in 3.5 weeks, the dreams are terrible. Till crying...

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When I smoked I didn't dream but since I quit I have been and they have been extremely vivid.

I just woke up 15 minutes ago and the dream I had really fucked mee up. My wife was having having her her a baby. During labour both her and the baby died. The thing that fucked me up the most was I remember going over to my daughter, picking her up and it was like she knew what happened based on me crying. She started crying and saying "mama".

I woke up crying but also with an insanely intense anger towards the doctor. Well the doctor and the grief councillor. The councillor didn't seem to care and when I mentioned about the doctor fucking up some how he said something like "if the doctor did you can sue and get a lot of money" while rubbing his fingers together. I wanted to hurt the both of them more than anyone in my life.

If smoking weed will stop dreams like this happening then that's what I want. It still has me fucked up.
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you're in China, right?

how hard is weed to obtain?
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whoa dude
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i stopped smoking for a few weeks in june and the dreams i started having were xxxtremely vivid and bizarre. i had one last week where, among other things, my roommate got eaten by a bear and like,,, goddamn it was fucked

i started smoking again yesterday so maybe theyre behind me.
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The years i smoked i got the best sleep of my life. I miss sleeping that good
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boxington posted...

you're in China, right?

how hard is weed to obtain?

Not too hard if you really try. Have to find the Nigerians or the Uygars apparently. It's mostly hash here. Plus it's insanely illegal here (someone mentioned having over 10g = death though that could be harder drugs not weed and I seriously doubt they'll kill a foreigner for weed. Heroin or meth sure but not small quantities quantities of weed).
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Bump.
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Lol "weeds a miracle plant bro"

Goddamn, how much were you smoking before you quit? I was a daily user for a while up until I ran out and lost my supply earlier this year.

treewojima posted...

Goddamn, how much were you smoking before you quit? I was a daily user for a while up until I ran out and lost my supply earlier this year.

In Thailand, about 15-20g/week. When I was living in Canada I peaked at over 50g/week.
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Wow. As someone who smokes a lot of weed, I find this crazy. That really sucks.

I've never had any problems with nightmares before. I've heard stories about nightmare problems from other people though. I will be taking a break from weed soon so we'll see if I have any nightmares over the next few weeks I suppose.
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The fucked up thing is, it's been 10 hours and I'm still rattled by it. I can remember clearly as if it had just happened the part with my daughter. I remember how her tears felt against my face and how her voice sounded when she was saying "mama". Even thinking about it almost gets me emotional.

First time in my life where I've had a nightmare that felt so real. Normally I'd wake up, realise it was a dream and go back to sleep like nothing happened...
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you are experienced catch up rem sleep, weed is bad for that reason.
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Awesome posted...

you are experienced catch up rem sleep, weed is bad for that reason.

Tbh, I didn't even think it was possible to get REM sleep in such a short time span. II remember waking up and looking at my phone which said 905am, I woke up at like 1010 from the dream.
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MuayThai85 posted...

treewojima posted...

Goddamn, how much were you smoking before you quit? I was a daily user for a while up until I ran out and lost my supply earlier this year.

In Thailand, about 15-20g/week. When I was living in Canada I peaked at over 50g/week.

*blinks*

that's a lot of herb

MuayThai85 posted...

The fucked up thing is, it's been 10 hours and I'm still rattled by it. I can remember clearly as if it had just happened the part with my daughter. I remember how her tears felt against my face and how her voice sounded when she was saying "mama". Even thinking about it almost gets me emotional.

First time in my life where I've had a nightmare that felt so real. Normally I'd wake up, realise it was a dream and go back to sleep like nothing happened...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yNxk8W10wtY" data-time="

Start @3:00

tl:dr your brain is literally begging you, "Please quit killing me and let me sleep"

MuayThai85 posted...

treewojima posted...

Goddamn, how much were you smoking before you quit? I was a daily user for a while up until I ran out and lost my supply earlier this year.

In Thailand, about 15-20g/week. When I was living in Canada I peaked at over 50g/week.

Smoking weed in Thailand eh? You must really like it. I hear drug related crimes (including cannabis) are punished the most severe there next to maybe Singapore.

winged_weltall posted...

MuayThai85 posted...

treewojima posted...

Goddamn, how much were you smoking before you quit? I was a daily user for a while up until I ran out and lost my supply earlier this year.

In Thailand, about 15-20g/week. When I was living in Canada I peaked at over 50g/week.

Smoking weed in Thailand eh? You must really like it. I hear drug related crimes (including cannabis) are punished the most severe there next to maybe Singapore.

Everything you heard is bullshit. As long as you aren't stupid you'll never get in trouble in Thailand for weed. By the off chance you do get caught with some, you pay a small bribe and you're let go.

Don't buy from taxi/tuk tuk drivers or random Thai men on the street and you'll never have an issue. There are bars all over the country that openly sell in the bar and allow you to smoke there. They typically are in the islands but can find them almost anywhere in the country.

I bought from a local reggae bar for nearly 2 years. Would buy a small brick (about 15g) every 4 days or so. Would have a beer, smoke a couple joints in the bar and then take the rest home. If you didn't want to buy a whole brick you could just buy a preroll for $3 (the brick was a far better deal though)
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your head is messed up because you were smoking way, WAY too much weed bro
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ArtVandelay posted...

your head is messed up because you were smoking way, WAY too much weed bro

Haven't smoked since the 5th of June. I was a functioning pot head for like 8 years. I would get stoned and teach English, play poker (was a better player high than sober) and just about everything else. I didn't dream but I slept fine and functioned well even when I was smoking 50g/week.
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MuayThai85 posted...

Everything you heard is bulls***. As long as you aren't stupid you'll never get in trouble in Thailand for weed. By the off chance you do get caught with some, you pay a small bribe and you're let go.

Don't buy from taxi/tuk tuk drivers or random Thai men on the street and you'll never have an issue. There are bars all over the country that openly sell in the bar and allow you to smoke there. They typically are in the islands but can find them almost anywhere in the country.

I bought from a local reggae bar for nearly 2 years. Would buy a small brick (about 15g) every 4 days or so. Would have a beer, smoke a couple joints in the bar and then take the rest home. If you didn't want to buy a whole brick you could just buy a preroll for $3 (the brick was a far better deal though)

Wow that's pretty insightful. I heard all kinds of horrible stuff, but nothing like this. Thanks man!

I'm not saying you weren't functioning, but 25 grams a week, let alone 50 grams a week is insane!
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MuayThai85 posted...

treewojima posted...

Goddamn, how much were you smoking before you quit? I was a daily user for a while up until I ran out and lost my supply earlier this year.

In Thailand, about 15-20g/week. When I was living in Canada I peaked at over 50g/week.

Mannnn

I smoke all day after work, and all day on weekends. My gf and I split about 50 a month lmao
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I didn't realize how empathetic Darren till is.
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lww99 posted...

MuayThai85 posted...

treewojima posted...

Goddamn, how much were you smoking before you quit? I was a daily user for a while up until I ran out and lost my supply earlier this year.

In Thailand, about 15-20g/week. When I was living in Canada I peaked at over 50g/week.

Mannnn

I smoke all day after work, and all day on weekends. My gf and I split about 50 a month lmao

I'd smoke 2-3 joints a day minimum but they were always at least 1g. When I was at my peak I was driving escorts so I basically smoked from the time I woke up until the time I went to sleep. I was also smoking for free at that point. I'd easily go through a quarter or more most days.
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MuayThai85 posted...

treewojima posted...

Goddamn, how much were you smoking before you quit? I was a daily user for a while up until I ran out and lost my supply earlier this year.

In Thailand, about 15-20g/week. When I was living in Canada I peaked at over 50g/week.

Thats almost two oz, why tf did you need to smoke that much? That wouldve lasted me two months
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These are the the type of people who are just pathetic though tbh.

"I smoke so much weed dude, not only do I function but I do things better because of it!"

Lordgold666 posted...

MuayThai85 posted...

treewojima posted...

Goddamn, how much were you smoking before you quit? I was a daily user for a while up until I ran out and lost my supply earlier this year.

In Thailand, about 15-20g/week. When I was living in Canada I peaked at over 50g/week.

Thats almost two oz, why tf did you need to smoke that much? That wouldve lasted me two months

I didn't start out smoking that much but when it's free you will gradually build up to it. When I started driving escorts I would bring a quarter with me for the week, then it would be a half, then an ounce and you get the idea. My daily schedule was basically wake up, play some games or something, go for lunch, back to the hotel and continue doing the same thing, go for dinner, go to casino to play poker (if the town I was in had a casino) and then take her on some calls at night (we'd get them some times in the afternoon but not very often). I drove girls who were smoking just as much if not more than I was. It's really easy to do when even your boss is smoking all day while at work as well.

iClockwork posted...

These are the the type of people who are just pathetic though tbh.

"I smoke so much weed dude, not only do I function but I do things better because of it!"

You sound very bitter. A pothead fuck your girlfriend or something?
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MuayThai85 posted...

You sound very bitter. A pothead fuck your girlfriend or something?

Nope don't hang with lower class addicts.

Weed in Thailand was that cheap and readily available? Sounds like a tropical stoner paradise.

I have my card. Every time I stop for a period and start dreaming again, its so intense and sad that it makes me want to off myself. I have always had bad dreams a lot, and smoking makes the dreams mostly stop.
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If I smoke every day for a while and then stop I get strange dreams but not nightmares. My favorite was when Danny DeVito sold me a cursed house, there was a Danny devito spider that bit me and turned me into Danny devito and I would stay that way until I sold the house to someone else.
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I have the opposite problem. I get insomnia if I suddenly stop.
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_Goggalor_ posted...

I have the opposite problem. I get insomnia if I suddenly stop.

That typically lasts about 3 days for me. I'll also have no appetite for those few days either.

treewojima posted...

Weed in Thailand was that cheap and readily available? Sounds like a tropical stoner paradise.

You can get it for under $1/gram I'd you know where to look. Apparently in the northeast part of the country you can get a kilo for less than $200. Cheapest I've gotten is 100g for 1400 baht (about $40).
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MuayThai85 posted...

treewojima posted...

Goddamn, how much were you smoking before you quit? I was a daily user for a while up until I ran out and lost my supply earlier this year.

In Thailand, about 15-20g/week. When I was living in Canada I peaked at over 50g/week.

Jesus christ. My dreams are usually pretty lucid as is, and I normally appreciate that. I can't imagine 50g a week though. I don't even go through 1g in a week.
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ImTheMacheteGuy posted...

MuayThai85 posted...

treewojima posted...

Goddamn, how much were you smoking before you quit? I was a daily user for a while up until I ran out and lost my supply earlier this year.

In Thailand, about 15-20g/week. When I was living in Canada I peaked at over 50g/week.

Jesus christ. My dreams are usually pretty lucid as is, and I normally appreciate that. I can't imagine 50g a week though. I don't even go through 1g in a week.

1g is 1 15 minute joint for me.
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yeah I get really bad insomnia if I don't smoke, and when I eventually fall asleep that's the only time I remember my dreams
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MuayThai85 posted...

ImTheMacheteGuy posted...

MuayThai85 posted...

treewojima posted...

Goddamn, how much were you smoking before you quit? I was a daily user for a while up until I ran out and lost my supply earlier this year.

In Thailand, about 15-20g/week. When I was living in Canada I peaked at over 50g/week.

Jesus christ. My dreams are usually pretty lucid as is, and I normally appreciate that. I can't imagine 50g a week though. I don't even go through 1g in a week.

1g is 1 15 minute joint for me.

1g for me... Actually I was really under lol. 1g is a few weeks of bowl packs.
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