Current Events > 20 y/o Girl who RIPPED her EYES OUT says Life is BETTER now that she's BLIND!!

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20 y/o Kaylee Muthart, the South Carolina high on METH and RIPPED her EYES out in front of church goers says she is now rebuilding her life with no eyesight as she says this is now the BEST she's been her whole life!!

She was sent home from hospital in March and has been drug free since ever since the day she went on a drug induced rage on February 6th that changed her whole life and blinded herself forever while high on a psychotic episode..

But she's been positive ever since and said "I actually feel like a person for the first time in my life. I feel like myself. I don't feel like i'm chasing something. It actually feels really nice. The way it worked out is the way God had it work out, that's just the way it is..but i'd rather for it to have happened than to still be stuck in that world"

She had to undergo emergency surgery to clean out her orbital sockets and spent weeks in Greenville Memorial and went to mobility and orientation training to readadjust her new life with no eyesight

She's optimistic for the future as she now uses audio descriptors to watch shows on Netflix and practiced playing the piano and guitar and learned how to play Clocks and The Scientist from Coldplay

However she does sleep for most of the day and wakes up late in the afternoon as she says her dreams are COLOURFUL where she can see things again in that state of mind.

She wants to tell people that drugs are capable of doing things that you never think it would and wants to tell her story to help them realize it's not worth it.

Kaylee will undergo a 3 week rehab in South Carolina Commission of the Blind in hopes of improving her orientation and mobility and slated to have 2 surgeries to have prosthetic eyes.

She was last ween out in New York City where her family took her on vacation to visit the big city for the first time..and although she couldn't see the famous landscapes, she could hear and feel the bustling city that made her feel alive again

A Gofundme was started that has raised 50,000 so far as her supplemental security income was denied so the family must wait until her SS benefits start in September where she hopes to go to college and study marine biology

Would you rather be blind or deaf?

Kaylee - Past

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http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/newpix/2018/05/31/01/4CC4410900000578-5789205-image-a-19_1527725835902.jpg

Kaylee - Present

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http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/newpix/2018/05/31/01/4CC4410D00000578-5789205-image-a-30_1527726073552.jpg

http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/newpix/2018/05/31/01/4CC4412D00000578-5789205-image-a-11_1527725704202.jpg

http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/newpix/2018/05/31/01/4CC4413900000578-5789205-image-m-14_1527725738431.jpg

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Well I mean it is a learning experience for her, and she is now positive and drug-free. Others can only wish that she didn't do drugs in the first place so that she may keep her eyes and vision, but there is no turning back now.

I almost feel bad.
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Incredibly sad
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I mean, what are you gonna do? Sit in a corner and cry about it for the rest of your life? Of course she says that, the alternative is way to dark to even contemplate.
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Her life is probably better because she's not high on drugs, not that she's blind.
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