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BloodyNate
05/05/18 10:47:04 PM
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I've never felt sexually inclined towards men beyond acknowledging when men are attractive. But I'm watching Dear White People and I'm on a substance of some sort and I saw the scene of Lionel with the cute small guy and also I had an orgasm with prostate stim and i've been thinking about what it'd be like to have a dude inside me and I dunno man
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Tappor
05/05/18 10:47:43 PM
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Bicurious
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 10:48:32 PM
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Tappor posted...
Bicurious


Should I wait and see if this feeling only lasts when on substances? Or should I explore it strictly as that?

Should I watch some gay porn rn?
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 10:50:08 PM
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Update: gonna watch some gay porn
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CensorErik
05/05/18 10:51:00 PM
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Only one way to know for sure. A co-worker of mine used to say the difference between a gay and a straight man is a six pack. I'm not sure if he meant beer, or abs. This didn't add anything to the topic. Sorry, sorry.
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 10:53:42 PM
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I'm watchin a bicurious threesome porn so i can still have some tits and some dude on dude. easing into this world
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Touch
05/05/18 10:54:28 PM
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CensorErik posted...
Only one way to know for sure. A co-worker of mine used to say the difference between a gay and a straight man is a six pack. I'm not sure if he meant beer, or abs. This didn't add anything to the topic. Sorry, sorry.

Lol
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Tappor
05/05/18 10:55:35 PM
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CensorErik posted...
Only one way to know for sure. A co-worker of mine used to say the difference between a gay and a straight man is a six pack. I'm not sure if he meant beer, or abs. This didn't add anything to the topic. Sorry, sorry.

Nah this was a great contribution
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 11:04:14 PM
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omfg while i was jerking my girlfriend texted me "stop watching PORN" and it might be because right before I said "damn these kids on dear white people are horny af" but she also might read ce or something because she's seen me post on it

i texted her "lol" then "what're you up to?" to play it cool. we'll see.
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 11:05:05 PM
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Also, update: came to the porn. I'm still slightly nervous but still pretty curious
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Tappor
05/05/18 11:06:06 PM
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BloodyNate posted...
Also, update: came to the porn. I'm still slightly nervous but still pretty curious

Which part were you more focused on: the woman or the men?
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CookieMarvin
05/05/18 11:07:05 PM
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the dudes in bi porn are always ugly
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halomonkey1_3_5
05/05/18 11:07:09 PM
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porn does not translate to real life imo

you can find things hot in porn that dont do anything for you IRL
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 11:07:53 PM
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Tappor posted...
BloodyNate posted...
Also, update: came to the porn. I'm still slightly nervous but still pretty curious

Which part were you more focused on: the woman or the men?


Well I came when the dude was riding the other dude and the girl was sucking on him because I thought about how great that would feel
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CensorErik
05/05/18 11:08:04 PM
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Oh snap! Nate's girl gonna bust in on him and scare the finish out of him. Then he's gonna have a new fetish. Stop now, man. It's a slippery slope!
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 11:08:55 PM
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CookieMarvin posted...
the dudes in bi porn are always ugly


This guy was cute, but the other dude wasn't.

halomonkey1_3_5 posted...
porn does not translate to real life imo

you can find things hot in porn that dont do anything for you IRL


True. Still a way to investigate safely, tho
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 11:09:28 PM
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CensorErik posted...
Oh snap! Nate's girl gonna bust in on him and scare the finish out of him. Then he's gonna have a new fetish. Stop now, man. It's a slippery slope!


lol next thing i know people will be calling me cuck

i have always wanted to have a threesome
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 11:10:27 PM
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shit guys i'm gonna have to talk about this shit with my counselor i have so much shit to get through with her rn jesus christ
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Sayoria
05/05/18 11:10:32 PM
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Being bi sucks because if you aren't a polygamist, you are missing out in some way.
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 11:10:54 PM
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Sayoria posted...
Being bi sucks because if you aren't a polygamist, you are missing out in some way.


How does this suck, then? ;)
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Vicious_Dios
05/05/18 11:11:35 PM
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I have some news for you. You're bi.
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 11:12:13 PM
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Vicious_Dios posted...
I have some news for you. You're bi.


i mean i dunno how much of this is being affected by substances, but i'm gonna explore this shit and see if it's anything.
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Sayoria
05/05/18 11:12:46 PM
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BloodyNate posted...
Sayoria posted...
Being bi sucks because if you aren't a polygamist, you are missing out in some way.


How does this suck, then? ;)


Because I am bi and not a polygamist.
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CookieMarvin
05/05/18 11:12:59 PM
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weed did make me gay
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Vicious_Dios
05/05/18 11:13:34 PM
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The fact that you're even exploring that shit to begin with already makes you bi. Just own it, dude.
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CensorErik
05/05/18 11:13:34 PM
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Sayoria posted...
Being bi sucks because if you aren't a polygamist, you are missing out in some way.

What a weird way to look at it.
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DoctorVader
05/05/18 11:15:07 PM
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I dont think a substance can make you have homosexual feelings. Especially if its likely weed.
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 11:15:19 PM
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Sayoria posted...
BloodyNate posted...
Sayoria posted...
Being bi sucks because if you aren't a polygamist, you are missing out in some way.


How does this suck, then? ;)


Because I am bi and not a polygamist.


oh. sorry, dude. if you don't mind my asking, when did you learn you were bi?
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 11:16:46 PM
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CookieMarvin posted...
weed did make me gay


lol but actually

Vicious_Dios posted...
The fact that you're even exploring that shit to begin with already makes you bi. Just own it, dude.


i don't need you deciding my identifiers for me, thank you

DoctorVader posted...
I dont think a substance can make you have homosexual feelings. Especially if its likely weed.


I'm more wondering if it's amplifying whatever latent sexual desire for men might be in there

which, i'm realizing, is kinda what being bi is

oh shit fuck goddamn it what
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 11:20:00 PM
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fuck what if this is part of what's been keeping me down for so long
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BlueJester007
05/05/18 11:21:20 PM
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BloodyNate posted...
fuck what if this is part of what's been keeping me down for so long


Dude, go to bed and sleep on it. No one is going to help you here.
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Vicious_Dios
05/05/18 11:22:20 PM
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BloodyNate posted...
i don't need you deciding my identifiers for me, thank you


If you didn't want my input then why make a topic about in the first place?

You're clearly conflicted.

I'm just simplifying things down for you. Not once in my life have a dabbled in being remotely interested in men. You even stated that you watched a session of gay porn. You're over-engineering things, son.
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 11:22:43 PM
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BlueJester007 posted...
Dude, go to bed and sleep on it. No one is going to help you here.


it's 8:30. i just kinda need someone to talk to about it but i'm not ready to talk to anyone irl. i'm hoping someone responds
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 11:23:47 PM
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Vicious_Dios posted...
BloodyNate posted...
i don't need you deciding my identifiers for me, thank you


If you didn't want my input then why make a topic about in the first place?

You're clearly conflicted.

I'm just simplifying things down for you. Not once in my life have a dabbled in being remotely interested in men. You even stated that you watch a session of gay porn. You're over-engineering things, son.


could you just have an ounce of empathy and understanding? goddammit if someone is realizing something that could have major repercussions on their life, spoiler alert, this is not how you should respond to them :))))))
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CookieMarvin
05/05/18 11:24:42 PM
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BloodyNate posted...
fuck what if this is part of what's been keeping me down for so long


this thought haunts me lowkey
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BlueJester007
05/05/18 11:25:08 PM
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BloodyNate posted...
if someone is realizing something that could have major repercussions on their life


You are taking this way too seriously.

If you like dick, you like dick. Suck it up and move on.
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Sayoria
05/05/18 11:26:01 PM
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BloodyNate posted...
Sayoria posted...
BloodyNate posted...
Sayoria posted...
Being bi sucks because if you aren't a polygamist, you are missing out in some way.


How does this suck, then? ;)


Because I am bi and not a polygamist.


oh. sorry, dude. if you don't mind my asking, when did you learn you were bi?


When I began realizing that women are just very visually attractive. I always felt they were though.
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 11:26:16 PM
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CookieMarvin posted...
BloodyNate posted...
fuck what if this is part of what's been keeping me down for so long


this thought haunts me lowkey


ugh if this ever happens to you you have my best wishes fuckdamn i need to talk to someone

BlueJester007 posted...


shit im gonna start blocking you guys
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CookieMarvin
05/05/18 11:29:56 PM
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I mean, I did this exact shit like, two years ago. I just get sad thinking about how much happier I would have been in high school if I had realized it.

but like, dont worry, being bi is good and fun as long as youre not irrationally worried about the connotation of the word like I am
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 11:32:09 PM
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Sayoria posted...
When I began realizing that women are just very visually attractive. I always felt they were though.


shit well if I'm bi I definitely lean towards women

CookieMarvin posted...
I mean, I did this exact shit like, two years ago. I just get sad thinking about how much happier I would have been in high school if I had realized it.

but like, dont worry, being bi is good and fun as long as youre not irrationally worried about the connotation of the word like I am


thanks. I'm scared because I feel like I always kinda strongly identified with my straightness, and all of a sudden my sense of self is a little shaken and I dunno what to do about it. Also my family would super not be okay with this
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CookieMarvin
05/05/18 11:35:19 PM
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is your family super religious or sumn?
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 11:37:10 PM
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CookieMarvin posted...
is your family super religious or sumn?


yup, i just recently escaped from the religion but i'm still afraid of alienating them since that's already kinda fucked up my relationship to them
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CookieMarvin
05/05/18 11:38:23 PM
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oh, thats an incredibly uncomfortable position to be in
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 11:39:07 PM
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CookieMarvin posted...
oh, thats an incredibly uncomfortable position to be in


yeah, but i'm in therapy so hopefully it's gonna get better
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CookieMarvin
05/05/18 11:40:04 PM
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Im sure youll be able to work through it
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Dark_SilverX
05/05/18 11:43:20 PM
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u gay bro just embrace it and enjoy
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 11:44:43 PM
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my gf still hasn't responded but she also might be busy so idk
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masticatingman
05/05/18 11:48:23 PM
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BloodyNate posted...
I've never felt sexually inclined towards men beyond acknowledging when men are attractive. But I'm watching Dear White People and I'm on a substance of some sort and I saw the scene of Lionel with the cute small guy and also I had an orgasm with prostate stim and i've been thinking about what it'd be like to have a dude inside me and I dunno man


Being high and having a random gay thought doesnt really mean shit beyond maybe a little bicurious. But the last part of your post is pretty gay if you think about that a lot and get off on it.
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BlueJester007
05/05/18 11:49:14 PM
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BloodyNate
05/05/18 11:51:01 PM
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masticatingman posted...
Being high and having a random gay thought doesnt really mean shit beyond maybe a little bicurious. But the last part of your post is pretty gay if you think about that a lot and get off on it.


it's recent so idk
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