Current Events > Tried to make out with my gfs sister, when she didn't I called her a slut

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Had no idea about this, happened last night, found out today

I am terrified of myself right now I have never been this scared and grossed out at myself in my life

My Internet was down for a bit but I wrote this in notepad app during that time I think it expresses a lot of how I feel about it

You can't ever drink again. Please. I have no idea who I even am anymore I'm terrified. This is the most fucked up thing I've ever done in my life and its weird and creeps me out like I hate feeling like a creepy weirdo this is such an awful gross sick feeling and I just feel differently about myself now. I don't like what I did and I feel like if I continue to drink it would just be endorsing the possibility of a gross thing like that and I don't want to do that I've already done bad enough. It needs to end here and now you need to do whatever it takes to stop drinking. It's either that or kill yourself and I 100% mean that. It's come to that point. Stop drinking or literally kill myself. I'm fucking so freaked out right now alcohol scares me so much and I hate that it's taken to this point for me to have to acknowledge how bad drinking is for me. I feel like I'm finding out at the end of a movie that it's a horror movie and im the monster and that's the twist I can't handle feeling like this I'm so freaked out

I'm seriously fucking mortified I'm not even going to my mom's for Christmas. I don't even know how to cope with finding this out. This is the worst thing I've ever done in my fucking life.

Kamala_Harris posted...

this, happened

So you did that and then typed this up to save face.
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But what about the people who don't like hip-hop?

this is too distressing of a topic to crosspost have some class smh
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