Current Events > the Neighbors 50s year son is starting to effect my emotional well being.

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MarkIngramTD 10/03/17 6:26:53 PM #1:	I am schizphrenic and have been going through presecuting thoughts about him everytime he calls comes over because he coughs and because of past issues with my step dad and moms boyfriend about 20 years and 17 years respectively. everytime he comes over I am sent into psychosis and depression I am trying to put on a brave face but enough is enough even when he's not coming over just the thought it happening sends me into psychosis and persecutionary thoughts I dread every second of the day because I think he might come over and call this is no way to live I'm taking medicine but There's a history here He's basically sent me into Psychosis ever since he lived next door in 2003. but most men when they cough or look at me send me into psychosis it's just I can't escape him because he's next door I don't know what to do but it hurts and it's painful I give my mom warning signs she doesn't want to hear it I believe the dread is coming from my childhood where every guy that was in my life cause me pain and hurt and everytime I would try to escape just the thought of another guy getting close to me send me into psychosis because of past expiernces I believe even though the neighbor has never doing anything evil to me He's actually said Hi but his coughs and noises he makes put me into a psychotic state where I deseperatly try to fight off but it's hard so I get pain thoughts in my head when he visits and try to coping mechnaisms but it's like a grater is rubbing into my skull it's just a painful expierences I don't know what to do. at this point should I open up to my mom what's going on at this point I think my brain is damaged and no medication can help --- made for your viewing pleasure. <cite>MarkIngramTD posted [p:887752055] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote>I am schizphrenic and have been going through presecuting thoughts about him everytime he calls comes over because he coughs and because of past issues with my step dad and moms boyfriend about 20 years and 17 years respectively. everytime he comes over I am sent into psychosis and depression I am trying to put on a brave face but enough is enough even when he's not coming over just the thought it happening sends me into psychosis and persecutionary thoughts I dread every second of the day because I think he might come over and call this is no way to live I'm taking medicine but There's a history here He's basically sent me into Psychosis ever since he lived next door in 2003. but most men when they cough or look at me send me into psychosis it's just I can't escape him because he's next door I don't know what to do but it hurts and it's painful I give my mom warning signs she doesn't want to hear it I believe the dread is coming from my childhood where every guy that was in my life cause me pain and hurt and everytime I would try to escape just the thought of another guy getting close to me send me into psychosis because of past expiernces I believe even though the neighbor has never doing anything evil to me He's actually said Hi but his coughs and noises he makes put me into a psychotic state where I deseperatly try to fight off but it's hard so I get pain thoughts in my head when he visits and try to coping mechnaisms but it's like a grater is rubbing into my skull it's just a painful expierences I don't know what to do. at this point should I open up to my mom what's going on at this point I think my brain is damaged and no medication can help</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
este914 10/03/17 6:27:44 PM #2:	Wow. Thats deep man. I feel for ya. Real talk --- - <cite>este914 posted [p:887752114] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote>Wow. Thats deep man. I feel for ya. Real talk </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Delirious_Beard 10/03/17 6:27:58 PM #3:	great topic reggie sincerely --- http://i.imgur.com/5UL2v5u.gif "Does our ruin benefit the earth? Does it help the grass to grow, the sun to shine? Is this darkness in you, too?" <cite>Delirious_Beard posted [p:887752130] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote>great topic reggie sincerely</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
giantblimpN7 10/03/17 6:28:29 PM #4:	What --- http://i.imgur.com/zSHmk.jpg http://i.imgur.com/qT9WxSu.png <cite>giantblimpN7 posted [p:887752164] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote>What</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
este914 10/03/17 10:48:42 PM #5:	@MarkIngramTD any update? --- - <cite>este914 posted [p:887768498] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote>@MarkIngramTD any update?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MarkIngramTD 10/03/17 11:04:43 PM #6:	este914 posted... @MarkIngramTD any update? He turned on his garage light --- made for your viewing pleasure. <cite>MarkIngramTD posted [p:887769435] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote><cite>este914 posted...</cite> <quote>@MarkIngramTD any update?</quote> He turned on his garage light </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
este914 10/03/17 11:05:27 PM #7:	MarkIngramTD posted... este914 posted... @MarkIngramTD any update? He turned on his garage light Do you know what goes on in there? --- - <cite>este914 posted [p:887769471] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote><cite>MarkIngramTD posted...</cite> <quote><cite>este914 posted...</cite> <quote>@MarkIngramTD any update?</quote> He turned on his garage light </quote> Do you know what goes on in there?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
sylverlolol 10/03/17 11:06:23 PM #8:	--- This is my signature. There are many like it, but this one is mine. <cite>sylverlolol posted [p:887769516] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote> --- This is my signature. There are many like it, but this one is mine.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MarkIngramTD 10/03/17 11:09:08 PM #9:	este914 posted... MarkIngramTD posted... este914 posted... @MarkIngramTD any update? He turned on his garage light Do you know what goes on in there? Probably carpentry --- made for your viewing pleasure. <cite>MarkIngramTD posted [p:887769650] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote><cite>este914 posted...</cite> <quote><cite>MarkIngramTD posted...</cite> <quote><cite>este914 posted...</cite> <quote>@MarkIngramTD any update?</quote> He turned on his garage light </quote> Do you know what goes on in there?</quote> Probably carpentry</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
este914 10/03/17 11:15:59 PM #10:	MarkIngramTD posted... este914 posted... MarkIngramTD posted... este914 posted... @MarkIngramTD any update? He turned on his garage light Do you know what goes on in there? Probably carpentry What's your definition of "carpentry" ? --- - <cite>este914 posted [p:887770003] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote><cite>MarkIngramTD posted...</cite> <quote><cite>este914 posted...</cite> <quote><cite>MarkIngramTD posted...</cite> <quote><cite>este914 posted...</cite> <quote>@MarkIngramTD any update?</quote> He turned on his garage light </quote> Do you know what goes on in there?</quote> Probably carpentry</quote> What's your definition of "carpentry" ?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
TroutPaste 10/03/17 11:17:24 PM #11:	Why does coughing bother you? --- <Delusional Cleveland/Ohio sports fan> Games: Xenoblade Chronicles, Ghost Recon Wildlands, Resident Evil 7, Sonic Mania, Dragon Age Origins, Persona 3 FES <cite>TroutPaste posted [p:887770077] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote>Why does coughing bother you?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Keith_Valentine 10/03/17 11:20:13 PM #12:	Is this a joke? <cite>Keith_Valentine posted [p:887770220] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote>Is this a joke?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MarkIngramTD 10/03/17 11:22:20 PM #13:	este914 posted... MarkIngramTD posted... este914 posted... MarkIngramTD posted... este914 posted... @MarkIngramTD any update? He turned on his garage light Do you know what goes on in there? Probably carpentry What's your definition of "carpentry" ? Wood --- made for your viewing pleasure. <cite>MarkIngramTD posted [p:887770347] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote><cite>este914 posted...</cite> <quote><cite>MarkIngramTD posted...</cite> <quote><cite>este914 posted...</cite> <quote><cite>MarkIngramTD posted...</cite> <quote><cite>este914 posted...</cite> <quote>@MarkIngramTD any update?</quote> He turned on his garage light </quote> Do you know what goes on in there?</quote> Probably carpentry</quote> What's your definition of "carpentry" ?</quote> Wood</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MarkIngramTD 10/03/17 11:22:54 PM #14:	TroutPaste posted... Why does coughing bother you? Don't know ever since I turned 16 it just did --- made for your viewing pleasure. <cite>MarkIngramTD posted [p:887770389] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote><cite>TroutPaste posted...</cite> <quote>Why does coughing bother you?</quote> Don't know ever since I turned 16 it just did</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MarkIngramTD 10/03/17 11:23:25 PM #15:	Keith_Valentine posted... Is this a joke? --- made for your viewing pleasure. <cite>MarkIngramTD posted [p:887770421] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote><cite>Keith_Valentine posted...</cite> <quote>Is this a joke?</quote> </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
AzureAnihilator 10/03/17 11:25:08 PM #16:	MarkIngramTD posted... este914 posted... @MarkIngramTD any update? He turned on his garage light Is that a fucking smiley? What... the... fuck. --- Man of the People - Hero of the Hour http://imgur.com/H3MsnzZ <cite>AzureAnihilator posted [p:887770512] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote><cite>MarkIngramTD posted...</cite> <quote><cite>este914 posted...</cite> <quote>@MarkIngramTD any update?</quote> He turned on his garage light </quote> Is that a fucking smiley? What... the... fuck.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MarkIngramTD 10/03/17 11:27:51 PM #17:	AzureAnihilator posted... MarkIngramTD posted... este914 posted... @MarkIngramTD any update? He turned on his garage light Is that a fucking smiley? What... the... fuck. --- made for your viewing pleasure. <cite>MarkIngramTD posted [p:887770671] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote><cite>AzureAnihilator posted...</cite> <quote><cite>MarkIngramTD posted...</cite> <quote><cite>este914 posted...</cite> <quote>@MarkIngramTD any update?</quote> He turned on his garage light </quote> Is that a fucking smiley? What... the... fuck.</quote> </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
este914 10/03/17 11:30:07 PM #18:	During the middle of the night you should sneak in there and chop his wood up --- - <cite>este914 posted [p:887770784] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote>During the middle of the night you should sneak in there and chop his wood up</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MarkIngramTD 10/03/17 11:31:56 PM #19:	Whoa --- made for your viewing pleasure. <cite>MarkIngramTD posted [p:887770883] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote>Whoa</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MabusIncarnate 10/03/17 11:32:39 PM #20:	Maybe he smokes joints and works out in there. --- Ten million dollars on a losing campaign Twenty million starving and writhing in pain <cite>MabusIncarnate posted [p:887770915] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote>Maybe he smokes joints and works out in there.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
este914 10/03/17 11:32:41 PM #21:	MarkIngramTD posted... Whoa That'll teach him a lesson --- - <cite>este914 posted [p:887770918] in the Neighb... [t:75841002]...</cite> <quote><cite>MarkIngramTD posted...</cite> <quote>Whoa</quote> That'll teach him a lesson</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Current Events > the Neighbors 50s year son is starting to effect my emotional well being. (+) Yeah! (+)

Current Events > the Neighbors 50s year son is starting to effect my emotional well being.