Poll of the Day > I need to vent a little.

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I haven't made a topic about my OCD in months because I've been getting treated for it. I take medication and see a therapist every week. I've come a long way since February. I'm able to do much more than I was able to at my worst. I'm still not 100%. I still need time to recover.

I feel like I'm able to start working again. I have a doctor's appointment later in the week and depending on what the results are I will start looking for a job. It will help with my OCD I believe because I get so bored staying at home all day. I don't go out much because I dislike leaving the house for the most part. However I do enjoy leaving the house for at least an hour just to get some fresh air and to distract my mind a little bit.

With that said, I haven't worked in months. It wasn't my choice. I worked until I couldn't, more or less. I actually planned on quitting my job sooner than I did last year but I had bills to pay so I had to keep working. I finally got the okay from my parents to quit, but I stuck around longer at my job until I was close to being fired so I had to quit. That was last year.

Now my parents want me to pay rent this month. I don't have a lot of money but I'll pay just so they will leave me alone. It's not like they will kick me out or anything. I always reminded them I was going to pay all the rent that I owed. My recovery with OCD has taken longer than expected. But that's how my parents want it. To be fair, they did say I don't have to pay the full amount I used to pay for rent but I am still going to pay what I always paid just because I am too proud or whatever.

This situation kind of has me thinking. I think it's a little messed up. But that's life I suppose. Luckily for me I haven't done my taxes for last year so I should get some money back from that. I am going to use that to pay rent.

I just wanted to vent a little. I don't see my therapist this week because of my upcoming doctor appointment.

p.s. No, my name has nothing to do with OCD behavior. It is a reference to How I Met your Mother. You can even look at the gif in the signature.
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So where you finna get a job at?

CoinFlipBimbo posted...

Luckily for me I haven't done my taxes for last year so I should get some money back from that.

oh, you poor naive kid
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