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myzz7
05/10/19 6:48:11 PM
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x9yQhJ02Zbc" data-time="


>alone
>beer and cigarettes and fast food hamburgers
>youtube videos in the darkness
>trying to become numb to the depression. feeling like shit
>desperate to feel some excitement so you go speeding down the roads
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EverDownward
05/10/19 6:50:38 PM
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I used to live literally two blocks away from the beach back around 2009 or so, and each night after work closed up I'd go and hang out on the beach around midnight and just get lost in my own thoughts. There wouldn't be anybody else on the sand, but me. It was pretty cathartic, gotta say.
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myzz7
05/10/19 9:26:35 PM
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sounds soothing yet terrifying if somebody approaches u on the beach
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EverDownward
05/10/19 9:47:32 PM
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myzz7 posted...
sounds soothing yet terrifying if somebody approaches u on the beach

Yeah, in hindsight it was a pretty reckless thing to do. Still, I guess that ultimately goes to show what kind of mental state I was in during that time. It didn't bother me, nor did I care if it was dangerous - I just knew being on the sand at night was the one thing helping to keep me tethered to this earth.
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