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GrandConjuraton
01/29/22 9:18:19 PM
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Or not.

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Greenfox111
01/29/22 9:19:23 PM
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How do you feel about King of the Hill

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GrandConjuraton
01/29/22 9:20:02 PM
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Greenfox111 posted...
How do you feel about King of the Hill
I don't hate it, but I don't like it, either. I've always thought that it's overrated, tbh, >.<

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Steffenfield
01/29/22 9:22:29 PM
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Do you ever feel like getting over the struggles on still being like this?

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Deleted-
01/29/22 9:24:10 PM
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Do you have an ex that you would get back with? If yes, why did you two break up?
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GrandConjuraton
01/29/22 9:43:09 PM
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Steffenfield posted...
Do you ever feel like getting over the struggles on still being like this?
If it was as easy as just "getting over it", I would have done that a long time ago. As it stands, though... i'm a wreck and almost certainly will always be a wreck.

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GrandConjuraton
01/29/22 9:43:35 PM
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Do you have an ex that you would get back with? If yes, why did you two break up?
Nope. I'm in a forever relationship right now and I wouldn't ever want anyone else, <3

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Tenlaar
01/29/22 10:08:22 PM
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Will you ever stop making this same pathetic thread over and over again?
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Steffenfield
01/29/22 10:09:33 PM
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Tenlaar posted...
Will you ever stop making this same pathetic thread over and over again?
Go away.

Her life story is fascinating to some of us.
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GrandConjuraton
01/30/22 9:53:24 PM
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Tenlaar posted...
Will you ever stop making this same pathetic thread over and over again?

Does it hurt you that I make it? It seems pretty harmless, to me...

Steffenfield posted...
Go away.

Her life story is fascinating to some of us.
I may not be particularly interesting in most ways, but I can definitely give a different perspective to things that a lot of other people may not have.

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Tenlaar
01/30/22 10:21:26 PM
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Thats not an answer.
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GrandConjuraton
01/31/22 1:20:34 AM
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Tenlaar posted...
Thats not an answer.
You already know the answer.

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Tenlaar
01/31/22 1:22:57 AM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
You already know the answer.
I hope the answer would be yes but I do not know what you think the answer is.
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GrandConjuraton
01/31/22 4:48:02 PM
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Tenlaar posted...
I hope the answer would be yes but I do not know what you think the answer is.
Considering that my situation would take an outright miracle to change, the answer is that i'll probably never stop making this topic.

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GrandConjuraton
02/01/22 9:16:57 PM
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Bump

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Greenfox111
02/01/22 10:43:00 PM
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How do you feel about Wheel of Time

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darkmaian23
02/01/22 11:06:55 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
Considering that my situation would take an outright miracle to change, the answer is that i'll probably never stop making this topic.
Why is this? Is it a debilitating chronic health condition that doesn't let you have any quality of life? If so, I'd urge you to see specialists and get a second opinion that might give you more hope of a normal life. If it's agoraphobia, you should know that it can respond to treatment, which is made easier if you have a support system like friends, family, or a significant other. If it's treatment resistant mental illness like a personality disorder, don't give up! The prognosis for some things can be poor, but there are people that specialize in helping just about any kind of mental disorder, even the ones nobody else will touch.

If you are just stuck and feel like there is no way out, please at least try seeing someone. I'm disabled myself in real life, and I know much that shit can suck and just how odd circumstances will be. I hope you find something to make life better for you, man. <3
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YeahBecauseWow
02/01/22 11:13:17 PM
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Why do you spend your life on CE mocking actually depressed people by baiting the board with fake sad sack topics like these where you refuse to accept any advice and slowly reveal that your life is actually pretty great?
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GrandConjuraton
02/01/22 11:54:34 PM
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Greenfox111 posted...
How do you feel about Wheel of Time
I tried reading the books a few times but couldn't get into them, >.< . I didn't care much for the writing style, and the number of books along with their volume further deterred me.

darkmaian23 posted...
Why is this? Is it a debilitating chronic health condition that doesn't let you have any quality of life? If so, I'd urge you to see specialists and get a second opinion that might give you more hope of a normal life. If it's agoraphobia, you should know that it can respond to treatment, which is made easier if you have a support system like friends, family, or a significant other. If it's treatment resistant mental illness like a personality disorder, don't give up! The prognosis for some things can be poor, but there are people that specialize in helping just about any kind of mental disorder, even the ones nobody else will touch.

If you are just stuck and feel like there is no way out, please at least try seeing someone. I'm disabled myself in real life, and I know much that shit can suck and just how odd circumstances will be. I hope you find something to make life better for you, man. <3
Agoraphobia, social anxiety disorder, major depression disorder, bulimia, and even insomnia (which serves to worsen the other things) are what I'm diagnosed with, x.x . I probably have undiagnosed ADHD, too, but... In any case, there's other dimensions to my problems, like living in an extremely rural area, having no friends or avenues to making any, having no plans or goals, etc.. My life has no direction or purpose.

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Steffenfield
02/02/22 12:39:05 AM
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So what is a typical day like for you?
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GrandConjuraton
02/02/22 12:36:50 PM
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Steffenfield posted...
So what is a typical day like for you?
Menial things interspersed with short sleep sessions (short being all that I can manage).. It usually follows a pattern like...

  1. 10:30 am or so - Main meal
  2. Gaming and/or internet usage, music
  3. 12:30pm to 1:30pm - Nap (depends on level of tiredness), usually just an hour or two
  4. More gaming, internet, music
  5. 6pm or so - Nap
  6. 8:30pm - 12:00am - Spend time with mom. Activity depends on day; sometimes we don't do anything in particular and I just sit with my tablet/computer, sometimes we watch a movie, sometimes we play games, etc.
  7. 12:30am - ??am - Spend time on video chat with my fiance, games/internet/music, or sleep.
  8. Repeat from step one.

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AngelicRadiance
02/02/22 12:37:16 PM
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Are you playing Pokemon Legends?

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GrandConjuraton
02/02/22 12:38:01 PM
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AngelicRadiance posted...
Are you playing Pokemon Legends?
I would, but I don't have the money for it, so...
>.<

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AngelicRadiance
02/02/22 12:39:43 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
I would, but I don't have the money for it, so...
>.<
You need some simps.

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GrandConjuraton
02/02/22 12:40:49 PM
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AngelicRadiance posted...
You need some simps.
>simping for me

wat

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Criminalt
02/02/22 12:45:10 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
12:30am - ??am - Spend time on video chat with my fiance
How did that happen?

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GrandConjuraton
02/02/22 12:45:33 PM
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Criminalt posted...
How did that happen?
Dating site (OKCupid)

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Criminalt
02/02/22 12:46:35 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
Dating site (OKCupid)
Presumably you've been out together, visited each other's parents, been on holiday together?

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AngelicRadiance
02/02/22 12:47:33 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
>simping for me

wat
Yah! Promise to show feet if they give you cash it'll drive 'em nuts

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GrandConjuraton
02/02/22 12:50:50 PM
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Criminalt posted...
Presumably you've been out together, visited each other's parents, been on holiday together?
We've spoken with each other's parents on video chat. He has MS, though, so he's got even more reason to not get out of his house, though, because he's at extra risk of getting Covid.

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GrandConjuraton
02/02/22 12:51:09 PM
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AngelicRadiance posted...
Yah! Promise to show feet if they give you cash it'll drive 'em nuts
Where would I get these theoretical simps? :P

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Criminalt
02/02/22 12:54:33 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
He has MS, though, so he's got even more reason to not get out of his house, though, because he's at extra risk of getting Covid.
OK, I understand that.

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AngelicRadiance
02/02/22 12:55:09 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
Where would I get these theoretical simps? :P
Well I can't say the name on CE

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GrandConjuraton
02/02/22 12:57:49 PM
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AngelicRadiance posted...
Well I can't say the name on CE
If it's a certain user that the majority of guys on this board hates, he hasn't spoken to me in a long time for whatever reason, x:

Criminalt posted...
OK, I understand that.
He was diagnosed back in October 2019, I think. We met at the end of August that year, and it wasn't much longer after that...

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Criminalt
02/02/22 1:00:20 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
He was diagnosed back in October 2019, I think.
Relapsing-remitting or secondary progressive?

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GrandConjuraton
02/02/22 1:05:25 PM
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Criminalt posted...
Relapsing-remitting or secondary progressive?
Relapsing-remitting.

His symptoms are usually under control if he can keep his infusions in order like he needs to, but for whatever reason, his insurance has fought him a few times over it and it's gotten worse during those times, :/

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AngelicRadiance
02/02/22 1:06:27 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
If it's a certain user that the majority of guys on this board hates, he hasn't spoken to me in a long time for whatever reason, x:
No no it's the website that must not be named. Also I haven't spoken to Brutai in a long time either

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Criminalt
02/02/22 1:10:22 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
Relapsing-remitting.

His symptoms are usually under control if he can keep his infusions in order like he needs to, but for whatever reason, his insurance has fought him a few times over it and it's gotten worse during those times, :/
I don't know if this is of any comfort, but it's sometimes possible to be in remission for years or at least for relapses to be localised. I think relapses may be worse when you're younger.

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GrandConjuraton
02/02/22 1:14:42 PM
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AngelicRadiance posted...
No no it's the website that must not be named. Also I haven't spoken to Brutai in a long time either
OF?

[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

I didn't even want to dignify him with a response, to be honest, >.<

Criminalt posted...
I don't know if this is of any comfort, but it's sometimes possible to be in remission for years or at least for relapses to be localised. I think relapses may be worse when you're younger.
He's okay enough right now, at least, :) . He usually keeps a good spirit about it, or at least that's what he makes it seem like.

I love him to death, so it would be a huge blow if something did happen to him.

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Mistere Man
02/02/22 1:16:25 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
OF?
I would say yes that is what they mean.

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GrandConjuraton
02/02/22 3:25:15 PM
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Mistere Man posted...
I would say yes that is what they mean.
>.<

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Steffenfield
02/02/22 3:36:41 PM
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You do know that a couple can now get married over the phone, yes?

Mention this to your fiance.

What a time to be alive! :D
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Mistere Man
02/02/22 3:41:49 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
>.<
They will love that face, save it for your fans.

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Tobi011
02/02/22 3:45:26 PM
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TC, are that one lady who makes a new account just to make a AMA? Also, how did you meet your fianc?
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GrandConjuraton
02/02/22 3:51:17 PM
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Steffenfield posted...
You do know that a couple can now get married over the phone, yes?

Mention this to your fiance.

What a time to be alive! :D
Really? That's actually pretty interesting... I didn't know that you could do such a thing.

I don't really think he would be happy with just that, though. He wants a full wedding (and fantasizes about me in a wedding gown pretty often), and to be honest, I do too, >.< . It's just not feasible right now.

Tobi011 posted...
TC, are that one lady who makes a new account just to make a AMA? Also, how did you meet your fianc?
I haven't made a new account in several years.

OKCupid.

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GrandConjuraton
02/03/22 11:42:17 AM
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Bump

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GrandConjuraton
02/04/22 10:50:57 AM
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Bumpa

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