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_Goggalor_
08/26/18 7:49:32 AM
#1:


But my Dad is useless, my GF is someone I can't tell, and CE reacts to someone struggling like a shark smelling blood in the water. Very fond of kicking a person while they're down.

Also, the subject in question is one that people here are especially cruel about. Like, they'd rather I were dead than try to help because it's a sore subject that really, really gets their blood boiling. As crazy as it sounds, someone like ReMercs would be better to talk to than anyone I know irl.
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sauceje
08/26/18 7:51:38 AM
#2:


It sounds like you need better friends or people around you or something. wtf.
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_Goggalor_
08/26/18 7:55:10 AM
#3:


sauceje posted...
It sounds like you need better friends or people around you or something. wtf.


Your average citizen hates people like me, period. Basically it has to do with my financial situation. It's something my GF needs to know, but that I waited way too long to tell her because she made it abundantly clear that she hates my "kind" in a casual conversation.

Now I'm in too deep and idk wtf to do..
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sauceje
08/26/18 7:56:13 AM
#4:


Are you in debt or something
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iClockwork
08/26/18 7:56:31 AM
#5:


Pity party
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_Goggalor_
08/26/18 7:59:12 AM
#6:


sauceje posted...
Are you in debt or something


No, just get my income from a source that most people don't agree with.

Legal btw. I'm not a drug dealer or a hitman or anything.
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gp1829
08/26/18 8:02:26 AM
#7:


_Goggalor_ posted...
sauceje posted...
Are you in debt or something


No, just get my income from a source that most people don't agree with.

Legal btw. I'm not a drug dealer or a hitman or anything.


What like welfare or something? Do you have a job? If not wouldn't she already assume you get some kind of help if you have been with her for any amount of time. Unless you lied and told her you were like rich or something.
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Laserion
08/26/18 8:04:24 AM
#8:


Do you disappear for hours on weekdays, and pretend to be at work?
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DK9292
08/26/18 8:06:02 AM
#9:


If you can't be honest with her because you fear she'll leave you, then it sounds to me like it's not meant to be.

Maybe I'm just being naive, but I'd say tell her the truth. Hiding it will just make things hurt more for both of you and cause stress on the relationship. If she dumps you for it, then you're better off without her.
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_Goggalor_
08/26/18 8:08:33 AM
#10:


gp1829 posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
sauceje posted...
Are you in debt or something


No, just get my income from a source that most people don't agree with.

Legal btw. I'm not a drug dealer or a hitman or anything.


What like welfare or something? Do you have a job? If not wouldn't she already assume you get some kind of help if you have been with her for any amount of time. Unless you lied and told her you were like rich or something.


Yes, SSI. She thinks my dad pays for everything because he does give me money on top of what I get. And we've been together 6 months, about to get engaged and get an apartment together. She also knows I get food assistance and a GA check for $81 each month. Is also fully aware of my mental health struggles and still supports me.

I'm trying really hard to get a job atm, but with the SSI and my illnesses, it's a weird, tough road with a lot of uncertainty. I want to be done with the SSI and work, but I think I'd fall apart at a full time job.
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_Goggalor_
08/26/18 8:14:21 AM
#11:


Laserion posted...
Do you disappear for hours on weekdays, and pretend to be at work?


Nah, she knows I don't work. DK9292 posted...
If you can't be honest with her because you fear she'll leave you, then it sounds to me like it's not meant to be.

Maybe I'm just being naive, but I'd say tell her the truth. Hiding it will just make things hurt more for both of you and cause stress on the relationship. If she dumps you for it, then you're better off without her.


That would have been a good convo about 3 months ago. Now I feel like I waited too long.
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DK9292
08/26/18 8:20:55 AM
#12:


_Goggalor_ posted...
DK9292 posted...
If you can't be honest with her because you fear she'll leave you, then it sounds to me like it's not meant to be.

Maybe I'm just being naive, but I'd say tell her the truth. Hiding it will just make things hurt more for both of you and cause stress on the relationship. If she dumps you for it, then you're better off without her.


That would have been a good convo about 3 months ago. Now I feel like I waited too long.

Exactly like I said. The longer you wait, the worse it gets.

Do you really want to get engaged and move in with her, THEN have her find out?
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gp1829
08/26/18 8:23:09 AM
#13:


_Goggalor_ posted...
Laserion posted...
Do you disappear for hours on weekdays, and pretend to be at work?


Nah, she knows I don't work. DK9292 posted...
If you can't be honest with her because you fear she'll leave you, then it sounds to me like it's not meant to be.

Maybe I'm just being naive, but I'd say tell her the truth. Hiding it will just make things hurt more for both of you and cause stress on the relationship. If she dumps you for it, then you're better off without her.


That would have been a good convo about 3 months ago. Now I feel like I waited too long.


You may have waited a little longer than ideal but waiting longer isn't going to help anything. I agree that you need to be honest with her you will feel relief as well once everything is in the open.
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_Goggalor_
08/26/18 8:24:27 AM
#14:


DK9292 posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
DK9292 posted...
If you can't be honest with her because you fear she'll leave you, then it sounds to me like it's not meant to be.

Maybe I'm just being naive, but I'd say tell her the truth. Hiding it will just make things hurt more for both of you and cause stress on the relationship. If she dumps you for it, then you're better off without her.


That would have been a good convo about 3 months ago. Now I feel like I waited too long.

Exactly like I said. The longer you wait, the worse it gets.

Do you really want to get engaged and move in with her, THEN have her find out?


No, not really. I'm just terrified she'll leave me and this is an especially bad time because my depression is kicking into overdrive atm and she just put her 4 year old cat down yesterday because he was slowly dying from pancreatitis. So both of us are emotional wrecks basically.
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Kaiganeer
08/26/18 8:27:59 AM
#15:


break it off with her, move somewhere, better yourself and deal with your depression
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_Goggalor_
08/26/18 8:30:25 AM
#16:


This is what she just sent me:

My world is less bright now
How do we not let sadness consume us ?
How can we genuinely smile again ?
How can I know I did everything I could to save you

?
The quiet fills my ears but all I can hear is you.
How do we pick ourlseves up when we feel so broken ?
My sweet boy, perhaps you were not long for this awful world.
Maybe it was my fault for not being around.
Maybe it was HIS fault because I made HIM leave.
How can I quench this ache I feel?
My world is less bright because your gone.

And I feel like a pos because I can't cheer her up. This is a bad time to add to her misery.
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_Goggalor_
08/26/18 8:32:37 AM
#17:


Kaiganeer posted...
break it off with her, move somewhere, better yourself and deal with your depression


It's not that simple and you know it. It also isn't just depression. I have Borderline personality disorder. Not an excuse, but it's a hell of a trip. 0/10, would not recommend.
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emblem boy
08/26/18 8:45:05 AM
#19:


_Goggalor_ posted...
gp1829 posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
sauceje posted...
Are you in debt or something


No, just get my income from a source that most people don't agree with.

Legal btw. I'm not a drug dealer or a hitman or anything.


What like welfare or something? Do you have a job? If not wouldn't she already assume you get some kind of help if you have been with her for any amount of time. Unless you lied and told her you were like rich or something.


Yes, SSI. She thinks my dad pays for everything because he does give me money on top of what I get. And we've been together 6 months, about to get engaged and get an apartment together. She also knows I get food assistance and a GA check for $81 each month. Is also fully aware of my mental health struggles and still supports me.

I'm trying really hard to get a job atm, but with the SSI and my illnesses, it's a weird, tough road with a lot of uncertainty. I want to be done with the SSI and work, but I think I'd fall apart at a full time job.


If she's fine with you getting food stamps, why won't she be fine with you getting SSI?
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_Goggalor_
08/26/18 9:23:45 AM
#20:


emblem boy posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
gp1829 posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
sauceje posted...
Are you in debt or something


No, just get my income from a source that most people don't agree with.

Legal btw. I'm not a drug dealer or a hitman or anything.


What like welfare or something? Do you have a job? If not wouldn't she already assume you get some kind of help if you have been with her for any amount of time. Unless you lied and told her you were like rich or something.


Yes, SSI. She thinks my dad pays for everything because he does give me money on top of what I get. And we've been together 6 months, about to get engaged and get an apartment together. She also knows I get food assistance and a GA check for $81 each month. Is also fully aware of my mental health struggles and still supports me.

I'm trying really hard to get a job atm, but with the SSI and my illnesses, it's a weird, tough road with a lot of uncertainty. I want to be done with the SSI and work, but I think I'd fall apart at a full time job.


If she's fine with you getting food stamps, why won't she be fine with you getting SSI?


Idk. She said one time about 3 months ago that if I was, we needed to have a serious talk, because she has a few friends with mental health issues and they still work.

On the other hand, I was stressing about money and applying for jobs the other day and she said "you don't have to get a job you know, I don't mind".

So maybe I'm making too much of it.
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ssjevot
08/26/18 9:29:17 AM
#21:


You may be able to get assistance with finding a job that will accommodate your illness.
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_Goggalor_
08/26/18 9:31:05 AM
#22:


ssjevot posted...
You may be able to get assistance with finding a job that will accommodate your illness.


That would be nice. I don't want to be a leach, but living with borderline is like living in a separate reality sometimes.
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Conception616
08/26/18 9:53:41 AM
#23:


You expect pity from people when you have exhibited violent physical behavior and intolerance towards LGBT people in the past?
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_Goggalor_
08/26/18 10:13:07 AM
#24:


Conception616 posted...
You expect pity from people when you have exhibited violent physical behavior and intolerance towards LGBT people in the past?


Fuck off with the SJW bs.
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DK9292
08/26/18 10:16:38 AM
#25:


Pretty sure you gave me shit in my topics asking for help too.

Yet here I am offering help and you're coming up with excuses. Know what, be miserable. You don't want help, why should I waste my fucking time.
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iClockwork
08/26/18 10:21:11 AM
#26:


_Goggalor_ posted...
Fuck off with the SJW bs.

Not wanting to commit violence is an SJW tactic to you?

Holy shit...
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dontIoseyourway
08/26/18 10:23:20 AM
#27:


did you beat up your mom again
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Conception616
08/26/18 10:40:49 AM
#28:


iClockwork posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Fuck off with the SJW bs.

Not wanting to commit violence is an SJW tactic to you?

Holy shit...


This. TC is a menace that needs to be locked up until he gets the treatment he so desperately needs.
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_Goggalor_
08/26/18 10:57:25 AM
#29:


DK9292 posted...
Pretty sure you gave me shit in my topics asking for help too.

Yet here I am offering help and you're coming up with excuses. Know what, be miserable. You don't want help, why should I waste my fucking time.


Go try to write and fail some more.
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_Goggalor_
08/26/18 10:58:02 AM
#30:


Conception616 posted...
iClockwork posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Fuck off with the SJW bs.

Not wanting to commit violence is an SJW tactic to you?

Holy shit...


This. TC is a menace that needs to be locked up until he gets the treatment he so desperately needs.


And you wonder why I want to hurt you people. You're all jerks.
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iClockwork
08/26/18 11:00:21 AM
#31:


_Goggalor_ posted...
And you wonder why I want to hurt you people. You're all jerks.

So your first reaction is violence? Figure yourself out.
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Conception616
08/26/18 11:00:25 AM
#32:


_Goggalor_ posted...
Conception616 posted...
iClockwork posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Fuck off with the SJW bs.

Not wanting to commit violence is an SJW tactic to you?

Holy shit...


This. TC is a menace that needs to be locked up until he gets the treatment he so desperately needs.


And you wonder why I want to hurt you people. You're all jerks.


If your first response to words you dont like is physical violence, isnt that a bright neon sign you need an intervention?
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_Goggalor_
08/26/18 11:01:42 AM
#33:


Conception616 posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Conception616 posted...
iClockwork posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Fuck off with the SJW bs.

Not wanting to commit violence is an SJW tactic to you?

Holy shit...


This. TC is a menace that needs to be locked up until he gets the treatment he so desperately needs.


And you wonder why I want to hurt you people. You're all jerks.


If your first response to words you dont like is physical violence, isnt that a bright neon sign you need an intervention?


No, it's a sign that you should think before you type. Kindness begets kindness. You treat me like shit, expect no respect. Hostility must be met with hostility.
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iClockwork
08/26/18 11:03:20 AM
#34:


_Goggalor_ posted...
Hostility must be met with hostility.

You'd get your ass wrecked.
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_Goggalor_
08/26/18 11:04:09 AM
#35:


iClockwork posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Hostility must be met with hostility.

You'd get your ass wrecked.


Not even close. It'd take me less than five seconds to destroy you.
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Conception616
08/26/18 11:04:26 AM
#36:


_Goggalor_ posted...
Conception616 posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Conception616 posted...
iClockwork posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Fuck off with the SJW bs.

Not wanting to commit violence is an SJW tactic to you?

Holy shit...


This. TC is a menace that needs to be locked up until he gets the treatment he so desperately needs.


And you wonder why I want to hurt you people. You're all jerks.


If your first response to words you dont like is physical violence, isnt that a bright neon sign you need an intervention?


No, it's a sign that you should think before you type. Kindness begets kindness. You treat me like shit, expect no respect. Hostility must be met with hostility.


You do realize that defense strategy would end up with you locked up, where you rightfully should be?
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Conception616
08/26/18 11:05:15 AM
#37:


_Goggalor_ posted...
iClockwork posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Hostility must be met with hostility.

You'd get your ass wrecked.


Not even close. It'd take me less than five seconds to destroy you.


So why dont you take the other 23 hours, 59 minutes and 55 seconds of the day to fix your fucked up head?
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iClockwork
08/26/18 11:06:19 AM
#38:


_Goggalor_ posted...
Not even close. It'd take me less than five seconds to destroy you.

Nope have been boxing for 10+ years and was twice state runner up at 182 eventually going to a D2 school on a college scholarship.

I'd literally put you in a coma.
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_Goggalor_
08/26/18 11:07:13 AM
#39:


iClockwork posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Not even close. It'd take me less than five seconds to destroy you.

Nope have been boxing for 10+ years and was twice state runner up at 182 eventually going to a D2 school on a college scholarship.

I'd literally put you in a coma.


Muay Thai>>>>boxing. I'd kick your head clean off your shoulders.
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DK9292
08/26/18 11:08:21 AM
#40:


TC just sent me a PM to start an argument.

No wonder no one wants to help him.
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_Goggalor_
08/26/18 11:08:34 AM
#41:


DK9292 posted...
TC just sent me a PM to start an argument.

No wonder no one wants to help him.


You started it.
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Conception616
08/26/18 11:08:36 AM
#42:


_Goggalor_ posted...
iClockwork posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Not even close. It'd take me less than five seconds to destroy you.

Nope have been boxing for 10+ years and was twice state runner up at 182 eventually going to a D2 school on a college scholarship.

I'd literally put you in a coma.


Muay Thai>>>>boxing. I'd kick your head clean off your shoulders.


LMAO

Dude, dont you weigh like 140? Its probably that Napoleon Complex of yours that leads to beating women.
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_Goggalor_
08/26/18 11:09:54 AM
#43:


Where am I meeting you then? I'd be more than happy to show you how wrong you are.
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Conception616
08/26/18 11:11:38 AM
#44:


_Goggalor_ posted...
Where am I meeting you then? I'd be more than happy to show you how wrong you are.


Are you even old enough to be posting here? Sure, Ill bite. Post your full name, address, and telephone number ITT, and Ill find us a spot. To make the stakes higher, pm me your SSN.
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Veggeta X
08/26/18 11:13:16 AM
#45:


_Goggalor_ posted...
CE reacts to someone struggling like a shark smelling blood in the water. Very fond of kicking a person while they're down.

This is not true. If it is let me know who the users are and I will call them out on it.
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_Goggalor_
08/26/18 11:15:10 AM
#46:


Veggeta X posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
CE reacts to someone struggling like a shark smelling blood in the water. Very fond of kicking a person while they're down.

This is not true. If it is let me know who the users are and I will call them out on it.


They're in this topic. Everything was fine and amicable until post #23 fucked it up.
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andromedadude3
08/26/18 11:15:27 AM
#47:


You generally won't find many compassionate or understanding people on the internet. Anonymity can bring out the worst in people. I mean, look at what this topic devolved into.
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_Goggalor_
08/26/18 11:16:07 AM
#48:


andromedadude3 posted...
You generally won't find many compassionate or understanding people on the internet. Anonymity can bring out the worst in people. I mean, look at what this topic devolved into.


And, as always, I didn't start it.
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Veggeta X
08/26/18 11:16:21 AM
#49:


WTF is it true, though? You're very mean to people yourself?
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joestarrr
08/26/18 11:16:40 AM
#50:


I know the feeling, TC. I have basically no one, and like you said the internet is a cesspool of people who just want to kick you when youre down.
I almost gave in to it and was close to giving up my life. Just be careful who you share things with...
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