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guys i just had a conversation with my mom, about what i want in my future, i dont know. i think i might be too lazy to live, i have little ambition for anything to be honest.

only thing that makes living looking forward too is Dragon Ball FighterZ, otherwise its just eh, and i dont think i get good enough to make money. i dont have ambition for specfic jobs that pay well, and i dont know,

dont feel like college, student loans, i dont know, thinking of army but that requires workout, and i just dont know how you guys started living seems overwhelming, feel like dont want to live until even 50, or even 40, death sometimes i think might feel better than living, i dont know,

how i get not lazy, dont think im depressed, just super lazy, maybe i kill people, but not nice, and i dont know, i just ramble. cant live on street, maybe i can, i have no idea, should i go into the line of duty to throw my life away since i no care at moment, yeah

dont want kids, feel bored, dead

I remember when I was 8.
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7NATOR posted...

guys i just had a conversation with my mom, about what i want in my future, i dont know. i think i might be too lazy to live, i have little ambition for anything to be honest.

only thing that makes living looking forward too is Dragon Ball FighterZ, otherwise its just eh, and i dont think i get good enough to make money. i dont have ambition for specfic jobs that pay well, and i dont know,

dont feel like college, student loans, i dont know, thinking of army but that requires workout, and i just dont know how you guys started living seems overwhelming, feel like dont want to live until even 50, or even 40, death sometimes i think might feel better than living, i dont know,

how i get not lazy, dont think im depressed, just super lazy, maybe i kill people, but not nice, and i dont know, i just ramble. cant live on street, maybe i can, i have no idea, should i go into the line of duty to throw my life away since i no care at moment, yeah

dont want kids, feel bored, dead

This reads like one of those journals from Resident Evil where the person is slowly turning into a zombie.
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Did you think this today? It might be an overhyped non-story, I was thinking death today myself. Not exactly flexible.
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ehhwhatever posted...

Did you think this today? It might be an overhyped non-story, I was thinking death today myself. Not exactly flexible.

i guess, think this on some, many days, yeah, i dont know, feel eh, yeah

I feel like that a lot of the time too. I feel like nothing in life is worth the amount of effort you put in, and everything just feels like a chore.

Also, often times if you do ever get what you want, you find out it's not really that great and doesn't enrich your life and make you happy the way you thought that it would. I bet this happens to a lot of guys that think getting a girlfriend would make their lives complete (as an example).

I guess if I feel this way I must be depressed, but I don't really feel that way. I have enough motivation for shit, I just don't see the point.
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