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reeekt 07/07/17 9:15:53 PM #1:	I can't fucking take it anymore. I tried so fucking hard. Everybody's trying to get me. Stab me in the back. I just can't take it. Ten fucking months. Ten months and I just can't fucking stand it. Everyday people just TRY to make me snap. People just don't care about anybody but themselves. I'm just feeling black and red hatred and anger. I can't stand it and I want to just move away from this. I can't escape. Nothing works out. I can't run away and I'm stuck in this constant storm of effort and disappointment. Not going to harm myself but I can't keep this up. I've hit rock bottom. I just hate everybody right now outside my family. I don't want to feel this way and it fucking hurts but there's no way to turn it off --- ALL lives matter. <cite>reeekt posted [p:882519912] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote>I can't fucking take it anymore. I tried so fucking hard. Everybody's trying to get me. Stab me in the back. I just can't take it. Ten fucking months. Ten months and I just can't fucking stand it. Everyday people just TRY to make me snap. People just don't care about anybody but themselves. I'm just feeling black and red hatred and anger. I can't stand it and I want to just move away from this. I can't escape. Nothing works out. I can't run away and I'm stuck in this constant storm of effort and disappointment. Not going to harm myself but I can't keep this up. I've hit rock bottom. I just hate everybody right now outside my family. I don't want to feel this way and it fucking hurts but there's no way to turn it off</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
chill02 07/07/17 9:16:36 PM #2:	:\| --- Ave, true to Caesar. <cite>chill02 posted [p:882519948] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote>:\|</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Atralis 07/07/17 9:18:13 PM #3:	https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ca_Cv7seV4Y <cite>Atralis posted [p:882520031] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ca_Cv7seV4Y</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Capn Circus 07/07/17 9:20:27 PM #4:	Just a drink? --- "I think that man will be president right about the time when spaceships come down filled with dinosaurs in red capes" - Tom Hanks <cite>Capn Circus posted [p:882520166] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote>Just a drink?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
reeekt 07/07/17 9:33:49 PM #5:	Capn Circus posted... Just a drink? I almost drank myself to death last year and had to do months of treatment. I just don't know what to do. I'm so upset and I feel like I have to do this. I can't stop myself. It's like the guy from Trur Detectives said; Most days I can find a reason not to. Tonight? Ten fucking. I The of being sober and I'm unhappier than I've been in so fucking long. And I'm planning on buying a 300/750 ml bottle --- ALL lives matter. <cite>reeekt posted [p:882520858] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote><cite>Capn Circus posted...</cite> <quote>Just a drink?</quote> I almost drank myself to death last year and had to do months of treatment. I just don't know what to do. I'm so upset and I feel like I have to do this. I can't stop myself. It's like the guy from Trur Detectives said; Most days I can find a reason not to. Tonight? Ten fucking. I The of being sober and I'm unhappier than I've been in so fucking long. And I'm planning on buying a 300/750 ml bottle</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
kingdrake2 07/07/17 9:39:07 PM #6:	feel free to drink but please don't drink yourself to death i will be sad :(. we already lost so many on CE. --- Embrace the rage, my dear boy. Let the cortisol levels shave hour after hour off your general life expectancy - Starmieketone <cite>kingdrake2 posted [p:882521114] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote>feel free to drink but please don't drink yourself to death i will be sad :(. we already lost so many on CE.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
AlternativeFAQS 07/07/17 9:40:10 PM #7:	reeekt posted... Ten fucking. I The of being sobe what <cite>AlternativeFAQS posted [p:882521175] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote><cite>reeekt posted...</cite> <quote>Ten fucking. I The of being sobe</quote> what</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MorbidFaithless 07/07/17 9:45:15 PM #8:	It's not worth it man. You know you'll regret it. --- http://www.gifsoup.com/view4/1497506/bunnies-o.gif If I'm being honest I don't really expect a movie about mutant humanoid turtles to get good reviews ever. <cite>MorbidFaithless posted [p:882521397] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote>It's not worth it man. You know you'll regret it.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
reeekt 07/07/17 9:46:48 PM #9:	kingdrake2 posted... feel free to drink but please don't drink yourself to death i will be sad :(. we already lost so many on CE. I have no intentions of doing so but I just can't stand it. --- ALL lives matter. <cite>reeekt posted [p:882521480] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote><cite>kingdrake2 posted...</cite> <quote>feel free to drink but please don't drink yourself to death i will be sad :(. we already lost so many on CE.</quote> I have no intentions of doing so but I just can't stand it.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Vertania 07/07/17 9:51:44 PM #10:	AlternativeFAQS posted... reeekt posted... Ten fucking. I The of being sobe what Yeah, maybe don't take advice from a TV character who speaks in typos and broken sentences. <cite>Vertania posted [p:882521708] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote><cite>AlternativeFAQS posted...</cite> <quote><cite>reeekt posted...</cite> <quote>Ten fucking. I The of being sobe</quote> what</quote> Yeah, maybe don't take advice from a TV character who speaks in typos and broken sentences.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
reeekt 07/07/17 9:54:19 PM #11:	Vertania posted... AlternativeFAQS posted... reeekt posted... Ten fucking. I The of being sobe what Yeah, maybe don't take advice from a TV character who speaks in typos and broken sentences. What the fuck?? --- ALL lives matter. <cite>reeekt posted [p:882521829] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote><cite>Vertania posted...</cite> <quote><cite>AlternativeFAQS posted...</cite> <quote><cite>reeekt posted...</cite> <quote>Ten fucking. I The of being sobe</quote> what</quote> Yeah, maybe don't take advice from a TV character who speaks in typos and broken sentences.</quote> What the fuck??</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Capn Circus 07/07/17 9:56:01 PM #12:	reeekt posted... Capn Circus posted... Just a drink? I almost drank myself to death last year and had to do months of treatment. I just don't know what to do. I'm so upset and I feel like I have to do this. I can't stop myself. It's like the guy from Trur Detectives said; Most days I can find a reason not to. Tonight? Ten fucking. I The of being sober and I'm unhappier than I've been in so fucking long. And I'm planning on buying a 300/750 ml bottle Well, moderation is essential. At the very least, moderation from night to night so you can still be productive the next day. That being said, however, liquor is nothing to fool around with if you are unable to stop drinking until the bottle is empty once a session starts. Liquor creeps up on you, and depending on how you consume it---very easy to continue drinking. One may not realize they're absolutely **** faced until it's too late. If you do choose to drink... take your time. Let the buzz soak in before moving to the next round. --- "I think that man will be president right about the time when spaceships come down filled with dinosaurs in red capes" - Tom Hanks <cite>Capn Circus posted [p:882521922] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote><cite>reeekt posted...</cite> <quote><cite>Capn Circus posted...</cite> <quote>Just a drink?</quote> I almost drank myself to death last year and had to do months of treatment. I just don't know what to do. I'm so upset and I feel like I have to do this. I can't stop myself. It's like the guy from Trur Detectives said; Most days I can find a reason not to. Tonight? Ten fucking. I The of being sober and I'm unhappier than I've been in so fucking long. And I'm planning on buying a 300/750 ml bottle</quote> Well, moderation is essential. At the very least, moderation from night to night so you can still be productive the next day. That being said, however, liquor is nothing to fool around with if you are unable to stop drinking until the bottle is empty once a session starts. Liquor creeps up on you, and depending on how you consume it---very easy to continue drinking. One may not realize they're absolutely **** faced until it's too late. If you do choose to drink... take your time. Let the buzz soak in before moving to the next round.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
reeekt 07/07/17 10:12:47 PM #13:	I just bought it and got home. Yes, I am a drunk who cannot stop. That's why I bought the small bottle, but I just... I can't keep this up --- ALL lives matter. <cite>reeekt posted [p:882522798] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote>I just bought it and got home. Yes, I am a drunk who cannot stop. That's why I bought the small bottle, but I just... I can't keep this up</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
thelovefist 07/07/17 10:25:38 PM #14:	Shut the fuck up southcoast --- N/A <cite>thelovefist posted [p:882523449] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote>Shut the fuck up southcoast</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
AceAttorneyist 07/07/17 10:33:25 PM #15:	reeekt posted... Vertania posted... AlternativeFAQS posted... reeekt posted... Ten fucking. I The of being sobe what Yeah, maybe don't take advice from a TV character who speaks in typos and broken sentences. What the fuck?? Gotta admit I didn't expect you to respond in this way lmao --- (... D-Do I really inspire this sort of frothing desire from the female masses?) <cite>AceAttorneyist posted [p:882523818] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote><cite>reeekt posted...</cite> <quote><cite>Vertania posted...</cite> <quote><cite>AlternativeFAQS posted...</cite> <quote><cite>reeekt posted...</cite> <quote>Ten fucking. I The of being sobe</quote> what</quote> Yeah, maybe don't take advice from a TV character who speaks in typos and broken sentences.</quote> What the fuck??</quote> Gotta admit I didn't expect you to respond in this way lmao</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Johnny_Nutcase 07/07/17 10:35:26 PM #16:	What did you get? --- I've learned that life is one crushing defeat after another... until you just wish Flanders was dead. - Homer Simpson <cite>Johnny_Nutcase posted [p:882523917] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote>What did you get?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
reeekt 07/07/17 11:39:26 PM #17:	skol. Cheap, gross and shitty. That has been my go-to forever and tonight I guess I'm drinking it straight cuz I forgot to buy anything Lovefist, wtf. Get the hell out of here --- ALL lives matter. <cite>reeekt posted [p:882527061] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote>skol. Cheap, gross and shitty. That has been my go-to forever and tonight I guess I'm drinking it straight cuz I forgot to buy anything Lovefist, wtf. Get the hell out of here</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
EverDownward 07/07/17 11:41:04 PM #18:	Yeah. I know how you feel, man. --- http://i.imgur.com/DKNJbBm.jpg Official Praying Monk from the Sky Temple of the MKX boards <cite>EverDownward posted [p:882527112] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote>Yeah. I know how you feel, man.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
reeekt 07/08/17 1:06:17 AM #19:	EverDownward posted... Yeah. I know how you feel, man. Thank you. I'm very sorry. I just feel like every person sees me as a target. Like I've got a fucking X painted in my face. There is no such thing as a friendship. I learned this in substance abuse but refused to acknowledge it. There are codependencies of all types. The okay looking girl might be nice to the unattractive girl but she's using her to make herself look more attractive. On the other hand, the unattractive girl associates herself with her "friend" so she will be amongst the "in" crowd. A "friend" might offer to help you get a job. Guess what? He wants somebody to have leverage over when he wants a day off on the holiday you've had planned. Naturally the other party (the parasite, if you will) feels a societal obligation to reciprocate the favor. Parasite and host. Fake, empty symbiotic relationships. The most fucked up thing is that the only people I've ever met who even began to understand me are either my brother, who must be pushed to his limits, or the people I met last summer. This is nuts. --- ALL lives matter. <cite>reeekt posted [p:882530480] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote><cite>EverDownward posted...</cite> <quote>Yeah. I know how you feel, man.</quote> Thank you. I'm very sorry. I just feel like every person sees me as a target. Like I've got a fucking X painted in my face. There is no such thing as a friendship. I learned this in substance abuse but refused to acknowledge it. There are codependencies of all types. The okay looking girl might be nice to the unattractive girl but she's using her to make herself look more attractive. On the other hand, the unattractive girl associates herself with her "friend" so she will be amongst the "in" crowd. A "friend" might offer to help you get a job. Guess what? He wants somebody to have leverage over when he wants a day off on the holiday you've had planned. Naturally the other party (the parasite, if you will) feels a societal obligation to reciprocate the favor. Parasite and host. Fake, empty symbiotic relationships. The most fucked up thing is that the only people I've ever met who even began to understand me are either my brother, who must be pushed to his limits, or the people I met last summer. This is nuts.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
reeekt 07/08/17 3:57:12 AM #20:	I tried. Everything's cool. I talked it through with a friend from SA. Still, drank most of the bottle. Who cares????? It's Friday. Or Saturday??? Who gives a fuck. --- ALL lives matter. <cite>reeekt posted [p:882535237] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote>I tried. Everything's cool. I talked it through with a friend from SA. Still, drank most of the bottle. Who cares????? It's Friday. Or Saturday??? Who gives a fuck.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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EverDownward 07/08/17 7:09:33 AM #22:	reeekt posted... There is no such thing as a friendship I don't think you're far off. What I will say is that true friendships are really, really hard to come by. My best friend of 20+ years now is one of the very few people (and I can count these people on one hand) I'd ever truly trust with my life. Next to my mom, he's the one person, I think, understands me. --- http://i.imgur.com/DKNJbBm.jpg Official Praying Monk from the Sky Temple of the MKX boards <cite>EverDownward posted [p:882538494] in That's it.... [t:75542243]...</cite> <quote><cite>reeekt posted...</cite> <quote>There is no such thing as a friendship</quote> I don't think you're far off. What I will say is that true friendships are really, really hard to come by. My best friend of 20+ years now is one of the very few people (and I can count these people on one hand) I'd ever truly trust with my life. Next to my mom, he's the one person, I think, understands me.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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