KogaSteelfang posted... I just want to be wanted. The idea of renting someone else's body to use for own pleasure bothers me.
It's never been about the sex, but that does bother me. It's about my inability to find someone myself. About being unwanted, undesirable, and a failure.
Besides, haloiscoolisbak stated that it didn't even help the guy. I don't feel it would help me either, but instead make me feel worse that I had to resort to that just to lose a label and for someone to let me use them physically. I'd gain nothing from it.
A low bar that's still better than anything I can accomplish.
Ugh, I'm sorry, my mental health has been spiraling and this is one of my triggers. I'm going to try and get some sleep instead of complaining here.
Yeah but do you actually pursue relationships with whichever gender you're attracted to?