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KStateKing17 posted...

Well my career might be over. I accidentally sent a link to that campsite to my supervisor. I can't imagine I'll have a job after tomorrow.

Dude. How?

DementedDurian posted...

I myself have an intense desire to be imitate with a woman as a woman. I want to be loved as such and consider myself gay as a result. It's very hard when you have extreme amounts of body and facial hair and family who don't support you emotionally.

*sigh* I'm in good terms with my grandmother and she's been willing to hear me out, willing to explain to me why she tends to fall under conservative beliefs. My brother is a big denier of my desires, often saying "I don't have to lie to you" when it comes to me and my imaginary friends. My grandfather is falling apart mentally and he's been acting out like a child. My aunt seems to want to do little with me and often makes things harder on herself by trying to do everything, like cook dinner after a long day at her job at the DMV an hour away.

I just don't know if it's too late for me to become the woman I want to be. Hopefully this book I'm writing is my ticket to independence.

The first steps in queerdom are always the hardest for most people. But it gets easier down the road.