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EmilyWillis posted...

dang that is a lot of old school runescape haha, but hey if you needed it for some time i respect it

glad you didn't get roped into some toxic mindset too, if i find myself in a sketch discord server i dip real real quick

I need to reiterate some things. Kinda wrote those while under anxiety and couldn't think properly

my mind was already somewhat on their trail of toxic thought prior to playing runescape. Got my brain poisoned a bit by a few forums when I was a teenager. I just saw the advance version of it in those few servers and I found it revolting after spending some time on them (14 months). Their extreme example led me to start derailing from my old thoughts and It just took another year and another catalyst for it to be completely purged

The final 8 months (the closure) took place a year and a half later tbh. I did not socialize with any of those toxic discord when I played in this period. Just wanted to complete 200m fishing xp (left it off at 62m). This was the main thing calling me back to the game..

About 7 months later I achieved it and after a quick dopamine hit from that I played another month crafting soul runes (foolishly attempting 200m rc which would have taken like 5000 hours with this method ). Got burnt out and quit. This was around March of 2021 iirc. So 3 years ago

I havent had the urge to seriously play again since then. I just log in every few months now to chat random stuff with f2p players lol. But yeah i don't think ill have another osrs resurgence.

I do still like talking about the game though tbh and there were some good times on it with less toxic players for sure.