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red13n posted...

I literally had two nights of just the worst insomnia. The first I ended up sleeping pretty well because my cat came in and forced me to sleep by not letting me move(I cant bother my pets when they curl up and want to sleep next to me, so its just forced body shut down).

Second night I just couldn't sleep at all. No explainable reason. Wasn't even really feeling bad or anything. Just no sleep happening. Got something like less than an hour and a half.

Theoretically, I should have felt like shit. I don't get it. Woke up today feeling pretty good. Tired in the morning, but as I woke up I was just randomly, I don't know, happy? I don't get it. Like my brain decided to work completely fucking backwards and as the day went on I somehow felt like I was getting into an even better mental state. And it continued to pretty much right now. Where I'm kind of tired but my brain feels wired on happiness. For no real reason that I can explain.

I don't want to recreate this by not sleeping but also wow. I'm finally actually starting to feel tired so maybe I'll crash but what a weird fucking day.

its possible to have exhausted mania, where you feel euphoric, but it isnt necessarily a good thing because it can make it harder to sleep and can make you delirious. Hopefully you can get some sleep in the next few days buddy.