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| Topic | On Friday it will be official. Potd's favorite power couple is over. |
| WorstOfAll 12/28/22 4:30:50 PM #21: | sodium-chloride posted... Why aren't you interested in getting better? What's stopping you from enjoying life? I've been drinking all day, but I still know yall don't want me to spew this shit here. Which is exactly why I am going to. I can't walk and my knee has been throbbing with pain for the past 6 years so I haven't really been sleeping well for the past 6 years. I'm experiencing the joys of womanhood in the form of regular hot flashes and uncontrollable anger and aggression toward everyone around me. I am hurting, and the only thing that makes me feel better is hurting others. I'm not looking for a cocktail of pills or the right mixture of words to make me be OK with things not being OK. I hurt the only people I like the same way I hurt people I don't like to such an extent that I may as well not like them. I'm 36 years old and I've been a misanthrope since I can remember. It's not going to just vanish now. If I'm "lucky" I've got another 20 years of this shit to look forward to. If I'm luckier, it'll be less. ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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