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HotLap 11/03/22 8:03:28 PM #9: | Day 7 (Day 3 of NNN): The walls are closing in and I don't know who I am anymore. I called out of work today. Sometimes minutes feel like hours, but other times I close my eyes for a second only to find out 45 minutes have passed. I'm fading in and out of clarity. My skin feels like it's on fire, but I can't stop shivering. I've sweat through three sets of sheets. Today has been an endless cycle. Lay in bed until I've made a mansized sweat puddle, replace the bedsheets, crawl to the toilet to vomit uncontrollably, rinse and repeat. I don't know how I'm going to find sleep tonight. I could drink myself into a blackout but the second my inhibitions are lowered I will come. I've previously used marijuana edibles as a sleep aid, but that's not currently an option. The police considered Pyramid Powder a "dangerous amphetamine" and suspended my license after my encounter with Chad Hefty. Per the terms of my reinstatement, I'm required to take a drug test every month. My next test is tomorrow. I do not know how I will drag myself down to the collection site. Even if I do, they'll take one look at me and think I'm on something. They won't know what, but they'll all think "that guy is fucked up." How do I explain it's cum poisoning? I guess that's tomorrow's problem. I've been hot swapping water bottles from the freezer to my penis to keep it flaccid. I haven't eaten since dinner yesterday. Is this my existence for the next 27 days? Surely not, I will likely die before that. I wonder how that horny stranger from yesterday is faring. I hope he's come... I hope he's come. --- You don't have to put my thighs in the microwave. ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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