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TentacleDemon posted...

My ex had a body very much like that. She was the most beautiful woman in the world to me. The more I loved her, the more beautiful she became. Anytime she would undress in front of me I had to stop what I was doing just so I could ogle her. If she bent over and I was in touching distance I had to slap her butt. If she was too far away for that, she would get an audible cue. A deep gutteral."Mmmm" most of the time. Even when she put on more weight, I wanted her exactly as she was. I fully supported her weight loss efforts. But not because I wanted her thinner. Simply because I fully supported her in all things.

Then she tossed me aside and said she didn't want to be in a relationship with anyone anymore.

I learned my lesson there. Put a wall up. Don't give your heart away. Because it will just end up back in your lap in far worse shape than it was when you gave it to them.

Im sorry to hear that lovely :(. But you are a beautiful human being for supporting her and deserve someone who will treat you how you deserve. The amazing man you are.

I definitely felt the wall around the heart though :(. I know that too well.