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DoomTheGyarados posted...

I think about this sometimes. Then I go 'If they wanted to hang with me they would ask I guess' and go back to whatever it is I am doing that particular day. I know I have thought about you specifically a lot when I think this tbh. We should do some dumb shit sometime like arena in WoW or something.

Okay, apologies because I need to vent and get this out.

We were literally best friends since forever, then the WoW guild broke. I dont know if you remember that day, but it was kind of seared into my brain.

None of you gave me a heads up. I knew some of you were frustrated, but it was a frustrating point of the tier. It sucked, but it was normal as far as I knew. Then you all spring it on me that your done. It was a bad time, right on the edge of baseball season. I was good friends with at least a few of you. No one gave me a heads up. Not a one. Then everyone heard me break down and beg and plead and groan and then finally breakdown in tears worrying about how everything blew up around me.

I wasn't good that day. I dont think its anything but common knowledge i spent the rest of the night curled up in bed in tears hiding from everything.

Everyone knew it was a bad time for me. I was worried sick for days about the potential giant void that had been created at the time of year I'm the busiest and least able to fix anything. And no one checked in on me after. Not a peep. You were the person i thought of as my best friend and you didn't even give a whisper over to when I'd left crying my eyes out.

It kind of hurt. Granted it wasn't as bad as i thought. I made good use of my time. But for s few days at least I was pretty much sitting in constant terror.

And I've told you this before, often the public face you give towards me makes me feel like shit here on b8(going to stress this is 100% never in mafia). You often make me out to be this shitty human being and not someone i thought of as my best friend since I was 13.

So yeah, sorry. I dont like bringing it up, and the blame is not on you i just suck. But you are definitely part of the reason I've grown particularly paranoid about what people actually think of me.

That one was just a sting I haven't been able to get rid of .

Dont take it too bad, I've talked to you since obviously, you have a huge chunk of my WoW gold that maybe I'll never need. There isn't anything dire here.