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Lopen posted...

tl;dr Your friends do care about you but it's almost irrelevant. Your perception is that they don't so you need to change something you're doing to start the road to improving your life because things don't ever get better by themself. I know we're not exactly chummy chummy, but hopefully something in this rambling helped.

You aren't wrong. I know maybe some people remember, but my cat got hurt real bad about a month ago, my friends were very much there for me. It was the most anyone had been for awhile and despite being almost traumatized for a few days it had actually pulled me out of the hole I'd been digging into for a few months. But then my pets got better and everything kind of went back and now I'm trying to process if I feel even worse.

And then I realize that I feel down and I worry that I come off that I feel noticeably down and if that just turns people away from wanting me around even more.

Just stuck feeling like everything leads to worse places and it sucks.