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MabusIncarnate posted...

Thanks for visiting and sharing, i'm pulling for the wizard part.

I think it's safe, met them at a Tool concert so I at least trust their taste in music, been hanging out with them for a day and a half while the friend I rode down here with visits some family.
We were pretty much just talking about music and smoking weed all day until they noticed I had taken a rather angry sounding call outside (just a sister trying her hardest to piss my off, I think she believes that if I get angry enough to threaten to "shove your entire body into your own womb and hope whatever emerges from that horrifying cocoon of flesh is less irredeemably evil than the eldritch abomination that hollowed out my sister and wears her carcass solely as a ruse to trick gullible humans into destroying themselves for it's own simple, sick, unknowable even to humans level perverse amusement that for some reason desperately needs money from but is willing to attempt to insult me in every way it's limited grasp of humans a sentient hunger for darkness a creature is capable of...AND THEN call me back asking where we can meet so your daughter can fucking EAT?;. (which I know is bullshit btw I already talked to Anita about the bullshit she likely has to look forward to tonight (yes, I speak in parenthetical citations when I'm REALLY mad lol). As if I have no choice or I'M the bad person? (Note: I turn my phone off now, the next part I wrote down just in case I need it later, right about when the special tea starting kicking in real nice) Fuck you, you rot on the world thirty cubic years thick, you infect everyone you interact with with your emptiness and berate them for not being capable of supplying enough suffering to sate your bottomless hunger for it. If my sister is somehow trapped in there and being tortured by this demon know that I AM looking into avenues that could result in your rescue, and you as well you piece of shit. If I see any harm come to my niece from you I will find a way to make you suffer to the brink of death without release over and over and OVER until I become physically capable of managing a good balance between inflicting pain and treating wounds/feeding you, but on the bright side I may garner some insights into what a human mind that's completely falling apart from endlessly escalating trauma looks like so your life may eventually have some positive value after all (not enough to make up for the net negative, that would take more lifetimes than there are protons in existence))))
Anyway, these folks heard some amount of this and offered me something to unwind all that streas and...here we are, lots of very interesting visuals and geometric sound patterns but I've been assured this isn't a very large dose so I'm still able to technology. I feel fantastic, Eric over here insists I should follow up with a double dose soon to "really heal". The rest say they don't want me to feel pressured but they've all taken A LOT compared to me and I kinda like to be on the same wavelength, in case of either wizard training or murder I'm thinking mind blowing experience for the time being considering everyone here is now paralyzed by bliss, talking about how the music "currently pneuma by Tool, wish there was more variety bur the playlist seems to oscillate between a few nostalgia bands and some Porcupine Tree (my suggestion :)) when it isn't long swaths of TOOL... can't really complain though, I have been thoroughly convinced that Fear Inoculum was not disappointing as I had believed until today, it's made for powerful hallucinogens and under those conditions it is actually their best by far, Pink Floyd level sound/land/mindscapes.
Should I? Not sure if I should listen to the devil on my shoulder whisperscreaming yes into my ear or the bizarre book of Ezekiel esque chimera of animal, human, outer god parts that speaks a language of light/flames that's telling me that it's my destiny to fall in love tomorrow at noon but only if I take an enhanced dose and help....them? Deliver an urgent message to three tri incarcerate sisters of chaos that weave reality, Apophenia/Atropos/Astrarte, Clotho/Pereidolia/Nodens, and Eris/Amaterasu/Tzimitil without spilling a drop from this cup containing equal parts of the abstract concepts of "knowing, being, and doing" as well as all of humanities' fear and love fused into a cosmically powerful transformative force that will alter the minds of all sentient beings and most definitely skewed in favor of wosrt possible outcomes given that the cult that now worships it are cannibalizing themselves.

Typing is now becoming extremely difficult and time consuming...spoilers, I took the it... need to....l8e down now, I will report any 0aradugm shattering secrets I learn here to this nexus of 8nquisotve minds as a9on as * eelearn gow to