LogFAQs > #961371763

I'm 24 and had never been in one, just hookups and fwb type relationships. Someone dragged me into one in September, but I had to break up because I was acting so fucking pathetic and kept trying to change myself for him. It only lasted about 2 months but I felt like a 13 year old the entire time, probably because I never had such intense feelings for someone before. I didn't think I was capable of it, and I felt lucky that I would never have to deal with relationship drama and heartbreak.

I used to be content with solitude, but now I feel so alone in the world without a partner. It fucking sucks, if I could go back in time and make that experience never happen, I probably would at this point. I'm alone on NYE like I am every year, but this time it stings so much and I never cared before.