LogFAQs > #961243418

It's deteriorating day by day. The prospect of eventually finding a career and moving out just no longer seems possible for me; this realization alone makes up most of the despair that burdens me everyday. I'm finding less and less reason to do anything anymore; nothing I do seems to have any point. Being chronically lonely does no wonders for my mental health. The only semblance of social activity I experience nowadays is just me reliving the memories of having interacted with others in the past. Not all of these experiences are positive, and whenever they are not, I have this tendency to relive such experiences over again in my head until I feel like I am losing my mind. This is one of the reasons why I lose so much sleep during the night and why I have so little energy to do anything during the day. I'm starting to wonder what the whole point of my life was. I'm not sure if anybody has ever known me. I recently texted my psychologist to schedule an appointment, but she had not answered in over a month. I took that as a sign that she had given up on me. Being constantly ignored and pestered by those lot what live with me tires me out and makes me not want to be in their presence. It's not like I have a choice but to stay with them, what with my ostensible lack of socioeconomic motility.