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I found out two days ago what probably was the deciding factor in making my brother do what he did. When he visited his doctor in Ohio the day before he killed himself, the doctor told him that, thanks to the supply chain issues, he would not be able to get his normal "pain meds" for three months. They weren't really pain meds - it was actually a very specific type of nasal spray he used for his Empty Nose Syndrome symptoms.

Today was the funeral. I won't inundate you all with the details of my mental state. I'll just say that I'm fucking proud of my brother. And I miss him.