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Topic	The post-breakup mania is giving way to the trauma and depression
butthole666 05/12/21 2:40:14 AM #8:	toyota posted... damn bro, what happened? How long was it going on for? They hit me a bunch, held me against my will constantly (often via manipulation, sometimes via physical force, dragging me kicking and screaming back into their room; like a cartoon, I would be trying to sprint past them, literally grabbing onto door frames as they pulled me back with their full strength and slammed and locked the door, then stood between me and said door), threatened to kill me, TRIED to kill me several times by pulling a kitchen knife on me and backing me into a corner, another by sitting on top of me and repeatedly slamming my head on the hard wood floor, several times bit me and broke skin through my thick winter coat sleeves, scratched me and broke skin, and would often self harm then accuse me of physically abusing them, either saying I cut them after they made me watch them cut, or by telling me I hit them when I would try to get whatever blade they were trying to use or object they were trying to smash on their head away from them. they constantly pressured me into sex, and there was an implicit threat of violence if I said no, as much of what I described above was preceded by me saying no, them being angry, and it escalating when I did not cave. they gaslit me about all of this and would constantly tell me they dont remember it or it didnt happen; I never believed this, but I was NOT allowed to ever speak of it, or it would happen again. On countless occasions, they would sit in my car for hours screaming at me, refusing to get out, forcing me to drive rather than park then hitting me while I drove, trying to grab my arms and the wheel and swerve the car off the road. If I told them to get out at their house, they would refuse, wait until we were a few minutes down the road, then swing my door open while I was driving on a main road and threaten to jump out, then get out, sometimes in bare feet, always leaving behind whatever shit they had with them, and either threaten to lay in front of traffic, start walking away but get mad if I did not pursue, or just fucking stand there screaming at me on the sidewalk this isnt even the fucking surface of it man --- "Kenan & Kel is what made me realize I wasn't racist." ~ NewportBox100s <cite>butthole666 posted [p:953815341] in The post-b... [t:79454658]...</cite> <quote>toyota posted... </cite> <quote>damn bro, what happened? How long was it going on for?</quote>They hit me a bunch, held me against my will constantly (often via manipulation, sometimes via physical force, dragging me kicking and screaming back into their room; like a cartoon, I would be trying to sprint past them, literally grabbing onto door frames as they pulled me back with their full strength and slammed and locked the door, then stood between me and said door), threatened to kill me, TRIED to kill me several times by pulling a kitchen knife on me and backing me into a corner, another by sitting on top of me and repeatedly slamming my head on the hard wood floor, several times bit me and broke skin through my thick winter coat sleeves, scratched me and broke skin, and would often self harm then accuse me of physically abusing them, either saying I cut them after they made me watch them cut, or by telling me I hit them when I would try to get whatever blade they were trying to use or object they were trying to smash on their head away from them. they constantly pressured me into sex, and there was an implicit threat of violence if I said no, as much of what I described above was preceded by me saying no, them being angry, and it escalating when I did not cave. they gaslit me about all of this and would constantly tell me they dont remember it or it didnt happen; I never believed this, but I was NOT allowed to ever speak of it, or it would happen again. On countless occasions, they would sit in my car for hours screaming at me, refusing to get out, forcing me to drive rather than park then hitting me while I drove, trying to grab my arms and the wheel and swerve the car off the road. If I told them to get out at their house, they would refuse, wait until we were a few minutes down the road, then swing my door open while I was driving on a main road and threaten to jump out, then get out, sometimes in bare feet, always leaving behind whatever shit they had with them, and either threaten to lay in front of traffic, start walking away but get mad if I did not pursue, or just fucking stand there screaming at me on the sidewalk this isnt even the fucking surface of it man --- "Kenan & Kel is what made me realize I wasn't racist." ~ NewportBox100s</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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