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| Topic | The post-breakup mania is giving way to the trauma and depression |
| butthole666 05/12/21 1:00:07 AM #1: | Last week, I broke up with someone who beat me and gave me deep mental scars that I will likely be grappling with for years. This felt incredible at first. However, that manic high of being free, of having my life back, and the relief of knowing I will not be dead before the end of the year, is now subsiding, and the true gravity of the trauma this person has imparted on me is setting in, as is the realization that breaking up with them neither fixed all of the damage they caused to my life or any of the problems I have that had nothing to do with them. I feel very bad. might be time to give anti-depressants another shot. I wish I never fucking met that monster. I was already fighting an uphill battle with my mental heath before I took on the full weight of their abusive upbringing and mental illness and the tenfold externalization of it that they subjected me to. --- "Kenan & Kel is what made me realize I wasn't racist." ~ NewportBox100s ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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