LogFAQs > #949956623

Ehhh, I deal with depression, anxiety, but I feel like I came to terms with death and existential dread years ago. I had bizarre evil night terrors where I experienced them while completely awake, experiencing this reality and that reality at once. I had constant dreams of death and nothingness at age 13. I dealt with some more of them in my early 20s, and was about to cope with them relatively well.

I take advantage of free counseling through school currently, even though I'm only just getting around to scheduling my 2nd appointment. It's nice to verbalize some fairly deep stuff I don't want to burden my roommate with.

I enjoy video games, smoking weed, reading, computer work...I wish I was currently in a better environment for gardening, doing woodwork...I'll try to make that happen at the end of this semester. I need to be around some people more on my wavelength. My 64 year old roommate just watches doomsday horseshit on youtube from people that mischaracterize science. All stuff about Coronal Mass Ejections, magnetic pole shifts, Graham Hancock, having a big giant boner for Tulsi Gabbard...I just need to live with someone who doesn't have shitty youtube/cable tv on 24/7 in the household.

I deal with it by constantly appraising challenges in my life. That's what life's about. It can get frustrating at times, that's for sure. I don't care when or how I'll die, because I will be dead. I hope to live as much as possible however.

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