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Ugh this week is so hard and it's only half over. Woke up feeling good until I stepped on the scale. Somehow lost 1.6 lbs yesterday and got to a new low of 117.4. I obviously don't have many days left if that keeps up so I just have to hope it was a fluke. I think it's the antibiotics I'm on and I had a crisis yesterday where I couldn't breath well for a while and started shaking so hopefully that's responsible for most of the weightloss. Blood culture came back and shows I don't have bacteremia so I should be relatively safe for the moment. I don't know if I can handle 7 more doses but I guess I'll keep at it. I'm worried I'm going to lose even more weight and end the week at like 113 or something.

Finally felt ok enough to watch a little anime again. Watched another episode of adachi to shimamura and it continues to be great if a little frustrating.

I'm so freaking bored and depressed. I just want to be able to watch anime or play video games and have a few days without a near death experience.

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