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| Lost_All_Senses 08/10/20 2:10:30 PM #37: | Eliza-Schuyler posted... im sorry. thats horrible. i hope theyre doing alright now, the guilt that comes from that is intense. He's doing better. The crazy part is he works for his mom's twin sister. Which is just wild and has to definitely have it's moments for him. Eliza-Schuyler posted... i know its not easy. not personally, though. its like a constant battle to stop and your body wont stop wanting it and it gets sick if it doesnt get it anymore. its more. withdrawal is tough. Yeah, you get the jist of it. A lot of people don't realize how much the brain can simulate the feeling of withdrawals, even when it's not a physical thing. Distractions are the key. I take my medication for my back to just live my life, so my addiction is kind of sketchy. I actually need the stuff, but I don't always use it in the most responsible way. Luckily, I don't get depressed when I can't abuse it. But there's always that voice that's like "a couple more would feel even better right now". I just need to learn how to snuff that voice out. Cause if I don't listen to it, it drags down me being content with the moment Im currently in. I won the battle yesterday, but that's a small victory --- Name checks out "Stupidity is a spectrum, and we're all on it" - OfDustandBone ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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