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Hypnosis really is an incredible thing that can make a remarkable difference if you can just let yourself go. I would really suggest anyone who's had a serious interest in it to actively learn more about it.

It took a session (with a lot of talking and probably several light trances) of over six hours of wading through lots of misperceptions and self-sabotage to finally get me there for the first time, after years of getting nowhere.

You have more control over it than you realize, and a good hypnotist can eventually train you to be able to use triggers on yourself to get an effect. Its basically been unraveling into a life-altering breakthrough for me, completely for the better. I've already told many people all about it.

This past month, especially the last couple of weeks, has been a wonderful ride. If it continues this well, at some point I'm going to throw myself back into this fire again as a test (this is the most stressful, easily accessible thing I know of - its much more stressful than working) to see if I can use them on myself effectively under a high state of stress.

It's too soon right now, though. I know things still need more reinforcement before I can feel comfortable with attempting it from that angle. He's also not the type to be interested in ownership (this is implying exactly what you think it is), so its possible I may end up with someone else in this capacity before I feel I'm ready to use it here.

Also, the last time I played this game, I got really sick and totally unraveled when there were no possible replacements. I am not yet confident I could prevent that kind of doomsday scenario from repeating.

There's a specific calming trigger (I came up with this idea myself) that we're definitely still working on. This may also mean if that later time comes, I may post a seemingly odd word or two right into a topic as a grounding mechanism of sorts.

In any case, if it's something you've thought about, it's at least worth the research to determine if it could be good for you. I feel like it's really put me on a much-needed path to loosening up as a person. My level of openness in general has definitely risen.

Speaking of that, I'm trans. I honestly have no idea why I was hiding that fact from this community, but it wasn't the only one. I hid it purely for the sake of hiding it, and for no practical reason. Little things like that in various places were only serving as unnecessary weights in the back of my mind. I'm working on getting them shed. I wasn't told to do it, it just suddenly started feeling really obvious that I should.

Anyways if I don't log in again over the next day or two, I probably won't at all for another month or two at least. I've found a community online I really enjoy spending my time in recently, so there's a chance I don't even think about it

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