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Inferno Dive Dragoon posted...

Now the buses are banning all "non-essential" travel and by default, they assume all homeless have no essential place to be, but rather they think we're only riding the bus to get out of the rain and cold. I can't go anywhere unless it's on foot, and I just don't fucking care to try anymore because I'm weak and tired.

I haven't eaten in almost 48 hours, I slept on a damp sidewalk last night (after being shooed away twice from drier places by local security), my phone only has 18% charge left before I go dark and nobody hears from me again.

I'm done, I give up, I can't fucking function at this point. If I'm not allowed to die, then I'll have to settle for being locked up in a psyche ward instead, I just don't know how I go about voluntary admittance (assuming they're even taking anyone).

I'm thankful for all the help, but there comes a point when we have to admit that not everyone can (or even deserves) to be saved. My brother will have to make his own decision about how much longer he wants to endure this, I can't do anything for him now.

Don't give up. Look around the dumpster of fast food places to see if they've thrown anything out recently and eat. Its better than nothing. Your situation is definitely bad but you can survive if you want to.

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