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TopicDo you lose motivation doing what you like? (The rambling of a 20-something y/o)
Kitt
12/24/19 6:29:49 AM
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Everyone I know struggles with answering this quite a bit, even when there are things that they're known for being good at. Personally it's also something that bugs me. Sometimes, I feel like I know exactly what I want and can do, and other times it kind of takes a toll on me, you know? This seems to be where my mind is at right now as I'm sitting at my job I hate.
Even now, it can feels feel good thinking about that sort of stuff and planning. It helps me get through the day. Not all the time, but when I'm in that mood.

Do you guys get like that at times? It might have to do with depression or something (and lord, I hope not). Doing things that you actually want to occupy your time with, but not having the motivation when you actually get that time. No, that doesn't apply to all people but it's weird how that work sometimes. Too much stress plays a part.

Kind of like right now. I just want to go home and maybe do some typing, practice editing, play with my camera for a bit. Lord knows I probably won't do any of that stuff when I get it. Laying on the couch and telling myself I'll do that stuff later on seems more accurate.

Honestly I'm just really bored right now. I have a little under 8 more hours of forcing myself to stay awake ahead of me. Maybe they might start sending people home early for Christmas Eve. Somehow, I doubt that. Even on Christmas Day, I probably doubt that. Lucky me.....Fuck.
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