LogFAQs > #931306662

You, my friend, are suffering from an ego shutdown.

You hold yourself to high standards and you seek pleasure externally because your ego is worried it's miscalculating "less fun" and you don't care to be in the competition anymore. Life sucks.

Wrong.

I've seen how you post for a long time now. I am 100% not insulting you-- you have a lot of unresolved mental tension because I'm guessing you don't know how to simply let go.

You think you do, and that is a dead end because admitting it doesn't advance your satisfaction state to a high enough level worthy of your attention span, but bruh you gotta chill out and stop overanalyzing stuff and being disconnected from the present. Truly.

You gotta just be you. Find some kickass binaural beats on YouTube without ads, and lay down with the headphones. Forgive yourself for not knowing how to get past the existential funk-- it's your mind trying to point your time and energy to what you know isn't working for you.

If your thoughts drift to harmful stuff, that's totally normal-- forget what the media portrays it as, and observe your hateful thought cells getting purged away like you're puking in the form of mental clarity. You're just getting the lethargic depressing energy blockages cleared out of your system.

Meditate and look out for synchronicities. Those usually happen during these so-called "spiritual awakenings."

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