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Oh, it gets worse in that moment, it honestly was the worst situation I've been. That was well over 6 years, but that moment is still in my memory. I'll just put that in spoilers, so if you don't want to read what happened, just don't click the spoiler tag. I'll repeat it again, just in case, but I'm going to put in spoilers tag what I lived in that scenario, no matter what I do, it always gets me bad chills thinking about that.

Due to some situations about Univesity and me not wanting to study, my gf wanted me to enter anything. She told me any career is good, so long I complete it. I didn't have any motivation to study myself, so it was up to her to get some material to study, so being someone that actually did something, she spent nights and days (without sleep, in some cases) to get any guides she made herself (be it math, english, social, economic, anything). As expected, overworking yourself isn't the best you can do to your body, and after that, hers was no more. No movement, no reactions, no blinking, nothing. It was when her family discovered that that shattered, well, everyone even more. All the stares, each pair of eyes was on me. They knew she was helping me, but they didn't think she would go that far. It was a big silence after that. They told me they wouldn't mention me at all in this, and it was just an "accident", so I could get away with no problems (since they probably could put as if I did something to her) but told me to never get near them again. It was all around a horrible situation.

That's just a short version of what happened, but even then that should be enough. After that, I went into University in the career she wanted to go and promised myself I would finish it. It took a while, but I did it, since she doesn't like empty promises. I don't like my job that much if I'm being honest, but no ones knows about that so they don't worry about me (one of the things I really dislike, that people worry about me, since I failed to care for even 1 person important to me). In University, I only told one person about this since I was really going crazy with this (even attempting...you know, it starts with "S" and ends with "cide"), so this person helped me a lot. I'm currently watching Haikyuu at her request, and its one of the best, if not the best anime I've seen (I don't watch a lot of anime).

So yeah, after that, I found iDOLM@STER thanks for Siivagunner, and...after everything that happened, I liked it, even after all those horrible things. That's why I'm glad to look at any content of this series, don't be embarrassed of what you like, it's what makes you, you. I still remember that phrase. Sorry once more, I say that I post too much about me, and then I do it again. And yes, don't worry, I'm fine now, no more crazy ideas or the sort. Time does that, I guess.
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I got no corny lines, so enjoy the image. If you don't, oh well.
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