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EclairReturns posted...

StoneRevolver posted...

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Sometimes, I like checking out Japanese girls, but my racial prejudice against their ethnic group makes me feel confused, ashamed, and disgusted with myself to find a member of their ethnic group attractive. Is this normal? What should I do? I'm genuinely scared of Japanese people. But at the same time I am attracted to some of them. On the other hand, whenever a large group of visiting students from Japan come, all I can do is pull over my hood, sidle to the side of the building farthest from where they are gathered, then take a detour to sneak out to my original destination because I'm scared out of my mind and don't know what else to do to avoid them. I don't know what's wrong with me.

I think it probably is fairly normal. I'm not racist but the fact that I was raised in an area that is still quite discriminatory toward anyone that isn't white means I'm sometimes uncomfortable around other people that aren't white. It's a subconscious thing and very much an issue of environment in my case.
As long as you don't deliberately offend people, it's okay. Don't create false guilt my friend. Life has enough stresses.
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