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Jen0125 posted...

psych hospitals aren't bad at all. it won't be harsh for him so don't worry. they'll help him a lot.

Thanks Jen.

Though I still can't help feeling like maybe I shouldn't have called 911 and started this whole mess in the first place.

I keep wondering if maybe he really would have been alright if I just left him to finish his weird meditation.

A few hours after we got home, he immediately called us and he was crying and distraught about everything that happened, so much so that he wasn't eating.

We kept trying to convince him to eat over the phone. We kept saying that everything will be all right. We kept saying "let them help you," "you need to get better," all while he himself kept saying that he wasn't insane.

It's fucking tough and I want to cry and scream, but I have to be the strong older brother and tell him that he can get through this. I need to be strong so that my mom, who's raised us all by herself, doesn't just give up and break down. I need to be strong so that my younger brother, who actually stands a chance at a good future, doesn't get worried while he's at school.
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