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I know it sounds silly, a lot of you might not think that it's how it works. But it's honestly one of the best ways to cure depression.

I have a lot of medical problems in real life. Every day for over half a decade I've wished that I could just die and be reborn and have a normal life with a normal body and none of this bullshit that affects most facets of my life, but in the end that won't be what happens. I was just waiting for myself to become dust in the wind.

When I saw Lorde, Run The Jewewls opened for her and Killer Mike talked a lot about how we need to kick depressions ass and how suicide should never be an option. But what really resonated with me is that during Lorde's set she spoke a lot about self-love and how she has had to accept loneliness and find ways to love herself throughout her life and how loving yourself is key to life.

So I'll do it. I'll love myself until the day I die and I'll live for at least another 60 years. I'm 220lbs. But I love myself now, and I want to take care of myself. So I'm changing that aspect of my life. I'm also going to start going out more and expanding my social group. I feel like my self-esteem is skyrocketing. I think things are going up, fam!!!!