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Topic	B8UCA Presents: Monday Afternoon COMBAT! Ft. TLC, Big Tag, SIGNUPS, Contract!
Strife2 02/11/18 5:16:33 PM #17:	Stands up from reading fortune, kicks the table over, and stares into the camera https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Xz4NV0zsbY I knew a day would come that would knock me down to size. These, these decided a great many things for me recently, and yet...and yet they lied. My year was supposed to be positive. My year would be right: my end to my long journey to graduate that hell, and my Kingdom's final days would be spent in happiness and celebration. So why? Why did these lie? Why did these not warn me that I would lose my job after only a month? Why did these not tell me that three years of my life, learning, searching, and clawing my way to grasp something would tumble down so easily? It was as if the cold, bitter weather that haunted my days lingered onward, possessing me, wrapping me up in numbness and anxiety. I did not heed all the warning signs. I was complacent, and real life slapped me in the face as if I was still a stupid child. Will my five years of UCA also mean nothing in the end? An Empire wants their lasting glory. But even more than that, a United front stands against the Kingdom as well? Why? Why does my life have to spiral downwards? The glowing memories of my past are giving way to an uncertain future, and I can do nothing but wait for things to come... ...Oh how I despise waiting ...the feeling of wasting days away in uncertainty, eking out a living disgusts me. I am so afraid, afraid of losing whatever I have left: my title, my fellow King, our Kingdom, and UCA all will go away...fading just as the other world is fading from me too. I care not for these opponents in my way. I will MAKE you leave. I will make sure no bad luck, bad karma, or pathetic fools like you makes me slip on a banana peel and ruins my rotten luck any further. GTM, Dante, Stifled, Shad: I want you gone. I want this...this UCA facade gone. All that's left would be me, hoping not to live and die broken, destitute, and depraved after what I worked so hard for died in front of me within seconds. But I suppose I am fated to begin UCA how I started it: dead inside. Everything's still the same, and it all just fades to black. If those feelings are coming back to haunt me, I want them to haunt you too. Haunt you...hurt you...end you! --- "Evening caress, Always yearning, I must confess, The stars aren't burning" Copernicus - Candlemass <cite>Strife2 posted [p:895897341] in B8UCA Pres... [t:76308643]...</cite> <quote>Stands up from reading fortune, kicks the table over, and stares into the camera https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Xz4NV0zsbY I knew a day would come that would knock me down to size. These, these decided a great many things for me recently, and yet...and yet they lied. My year was supposed to be positive. My year would be right: my end to my long journey to graduate that hell, and my Kingdom's final days would be spent in happiness and celebration. So why? Why did these lie? Why did these not warn me that I would lose my job after only a month? Why did these not tell me that three years of my life, learning, searching, and clawing my way to grasp something would tumble down so easily? It was as if the cold, bitter weather that haunted my days lingered onward, possessing me, wrapping me up in numbness and anxiety. I did not heed all the warning signs. I was complacent, and real life slapped me in the face as if I was still a stupid child. Will my five years of UCA also mean nothing in the end? An Empire wants their lasting glory. But even more than that, a United front stands against the Kingdom as well? Why? Why does my life have to spiral downwards? The glowing memories of my past are giving way to an uncertain future, and I can do nothing but wait for things to come... ...Oh how I despise waiting ...the feeling of wasting days away in uncertainty, eking out a living disgusts me. I am so afraid, afraid of losing whatever I have left: my title, my fellow King, our Kingdom, and UCA all will go away...fading just as the other world is fading from me too. I care not for these opponents in my way. I will MAKE you leave. I will make sure no bad luck, bad karma, or pathetic fools like you makes me slip on a banana peel and ruins my rotten luck any further. GTM, Dante, Stifled, Shad: I want you gone. I want this...this UCA facade gone. All that's left would be me, hoping not to live and die broken, destitute, and depraved after what I worked so hard for died in front of me within seconds. But I suppose I am fated to begin UCA how I started it: dead inside. Everything's still the same, and it all just fades to black. If those feelings are coming back to haunt me, I want them to haunt you too. Haunt you...hurt you...end you! --- "Evening caress, Always yearning, I must confess, The stars aren't burning" Copernicus - Candlemass</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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