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I haven't had many, and they've all been fairly minor and one sided anyway.

First was a girl I went to school with, she was always really heavy, even as a little kid. Despite that, she had a an adorable face and personality, and was one if the few people in school that didn't actively make my life worse. She's the one I saw on okcupid, messaged her to catch up, and she deleted her profile the next day.., >_>
I think it's safe to say she doesn't care for me much.

Next was a girl who sat at my table in my science class(I also liked the teacher of that class too lol). This girl must've sensed I was building up to ask her out, because just before I did she interrupted to say she just had started dating someone else that day. I thought it was a lie, and she was letting me down easy, but a few months later she was pregnant by him. So yeah, no more interest.

Then there was a girl who moved here and acted bizarrely. She was an outcast like me, and we grew close. This was probably the closest I've come to actually having feelings for someone. We both liked each other, and clicked, it just felt right. However, she hated everything else about the area and she moved again. That ended that.

Next was a manager at my old job, she was engaged, so I never entertained the idea and it eventually faded. She's really let herself go now and looks awful, she was so cute before too. :/

And finally, the most recent one, my current co-worker. She's sweet, kind, beautiful, and always goes out of her way to talk with me. A bunch of the other female employees apparently are saying she and I should get together and make "beautiful babies" lol.
I kind of sorta thought I might have a shot with her, but I didn't really want to ask since she was being sexually harassed by another co-worker. Felt really wrong to ask while she was dealing with that.
I can't imagine being with her now because... my dad tried having sex with her. She's the one he was trying to cheat with and caused a bunch more drama here and at work. She showed my mom the messages he'd been sending, I don't know what they were, but apparently it was more than enough for them both to be super pissed.
Now I can only imagine she doesn't want anything to do with me or my family, and when I think of her, I just think her and my dad instead. Makes me sick.
I'm pretty sure he knew I liked her, even though I never told anyone but you guys. But ehhh, not like I'd have ever had a shot myself.
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