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TopicYearly anti-suicide post
mattnd2007
10/12/17 7:18:36 PM
#38:


I want to tell you guys that it CAN get better. Mine got bad enough that I was scared I was going to off myself. So I called my mom and finally told her how bad things were. I took a leave of absence from work. Temporarily moved back to my hometown to live with my parents for 3 months. Went to the doctor and got put on lexapro. Did some counseling. Had a horrible adjustment period to the lexapro. But eventually it started helping.

I'm back to work. Have been for about 6 months now. i have some side effects from the lexapro. I'm forgetful, that's the biggest one. Sometimes my dreams are way too vivid. But I'll take those over constantly thinking that suicide is the only way out.

If you haven't gotten help give it a chance. I was so embarrassed by my depression and thought people would judge me. people said they were sad I hadn't told them what I was going through. That they could have helped me if only I'd asked for help.
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