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Topic	Yearly anti-suicide post
Robin_Dude 10/12/17 5:11:19 PM #21:	KogaSteelfang posted... mattnd2007 posted... you don't know what it is like obviously. Being depressed and suicidal is not this rational thing. You feel like things will never get better. You feel hopeless and unloved. You feel like a burden on your friends and family so you don't share your problems with them. This makes you feel alone in the world. You stop eating, you stop sleeping because the anxiety gets worse at night when all you want to do is sleep. You're worried you're going to lose your job because your performance has been slipping. This is me. It truly does feel like I'm unloved and in a hopeless situation. The only reason I'm still here is because I can't bring myself to hurt my mother like that. Absolutely agree.. Deep down, I want to believe that the "real" me is trapped under all this shit. There are brief times where fragments of myself will surface and I'll feel somewhat better, but then it'll just get pulled under again, deeper and deeper. At the end of the day, I can't bear the thought of putting my parents through that kind of torment. --- http://i.imgur.com/gnTKIOz.jpg Thanks ILikeFatGuys --- https://i.imgtc.com/Nj3aiHiSeG.png Thanks Yaridovich <cite>Robin_Dude posted [p:888313411] in Yearly ant... [t:75871628]...</cite> <quote><cite>KogaSteelfang posted...</cite> <quote><cite>mattnd2007 posted...</cite> <quote>you don't know what it is like obviously. Being depressed and suicidal is not this rational thing. You feel like things will never get better. You feel hopeless and unloved. You feel like a burden on your friends and family so you don't share your problems with them. This makes you feel alone in the world. You stop eating, you stop sleeping because the anxiety gets worse at night when all you want to do is sleep. You're worried you're going to lose your job because your performance has been slipping.</quote> This is me. It truly does feel like I'm unloved and in a hopeless situation. The only reason I'm still here is because I can't bring myself to hurt my mother like that.</quote> Absolutely agree.. Deep down, I want to believe that the "real" me is trapped under all this shit. There are brief times where fragments of myself will surface and I'll feel somewhat better, but then it'll just get pulled under again, deeper and deeper. At the end of the day, I can't bear the thought of putting my parents through that kind of torment. --- http://i.imgur.com/gnTKIOz.jpg Thanks ILikeFatGuys --- https://i.imgtc.com/Nj3aiHiSeG.png Thanks Yaridovich</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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