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This is actually the biggest issue I'm dealing with in my life right now. I've had depression basically since birth, and for most of my life I've been planning to die. I'm finally at a better, happier place in life now. Surprisingly (or perhaps not), this has caused me to develop a deep fear of death. The concept that my consciousness will one day end terrifies me.

It's not that I'm afraid of what happens after. Most likely, nothing does. It's dealing with that fact right now that scares me. I am completely powerless to do anything about it, too. My wife says it gives her some comfort to know that as unfair as the world is, everything is fair in death. I find no comfort in that. Hell would be preferable to me than oblivion.