i found out she had been sexting someone else behind my back
i confronted her about it as soon as i found out, and told her i was going to break up with her. as soon as I confronted her, she went straight for a knife and tried to cut herself. my brain panicked and took her back. at the time i felt as if her self harm and possible suicide would be on my hands. i tried to work things out but eventually i realized i didn't want to be with her anymore. any time she sensed this, she would guilt trip into staying with her. she said things like "i'd kill myself if you left me" "how could you even think about doing this to me". it was a lot to handle. i tried not to think about unhappy i was and more about how i could make it work. eventually i ran out of patience and realized that this was not sustainable and that if she were to ever kill herself it wouldn't be on my hands
Lol sounds about right. Except she probably fucked anything that stood to piss that gave her attention and you never found out about it.
What really amuses me is mental health forums on BPD barely even mention cheating or it's just a quick glance and time line of the times she has. It's like it's old news and everyone is well aware you're gonna get cheated on left and right dating a BPD chick. ---
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